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Even when the sun don't shine, you still bring the best out of me

2012-01-08T12:03:00.007+08:00

Sup people! I know I haven't been updating this space of mine for a very very very long time. Pardon me, cos I've been real busy ever since I started working and then yeah, didn't have the time to update cos whenever I gets home, I'm real tired but 'nyways, I'm back today to update this space! :)

So yesterday, 7th jan marks the end of BMT for my boyfriend! Finally finally, he had been waited for yesterday to come ever since the second week of enlistment hahaha. Yup, met mommyAng over at expo mrt and then took the shuttle bus down to boyfriend's camp :) the parade square was pretty huge, larger than what I thought! :D

Reached there, waited for Kai and Wayne to come over. Talked alittle and then parade started. Saw boyfriend and he's like giggling over there for we-don't-know-what reasons and oh, he looked damn cute ass in his helmet! :D but yeah, had speech and everything then the thing ended off with their own scropion cheer plus they threw their cap! Most memorable thing ever, yes the threwing of cap part hehe :D

Boyfriend came to find us afterwards, and I promised he stink like shit! Sweaty all over, nobody dare to touch him and then yes, guessed you guys could guess, he came and hug me plus kiss me haha and ya lah, I did hugged him back even though I complained he stink like shit oops! Left around 10 plus, Kai fetched us down to tamp mall for our super early lunch and boy wanted to have pizzas for lunch but too bad, it wasn't open so is din tai fung hahaha so ended up, we settled down at mos burger and mommy treated us for lunch :) thank you! Finished lunch, mommy and Jodi went off first while me and boy slacked there for awhile then cabbed home without mommy knowing cos boy was too tired to take a bus back plus his field pack is damn heavy so yeah....... ;)

And I BOUGHT BOY A BOTTLE OF HONEY WINTER MELON TEA! Hehehe tell me where to find sucha thoughtful girlfriend nowadays oops oops hehehe. Slacked at boy's place, Wayne came over around 2 plus, accompanied him for lunch, bus-ed to Sengkang, parted with boyfriend over there and then yeap, trained with Wayne, then to Luck Ann to settled some gifts stuffs and headed over to Swatow seafood resturant with elder aunt for RCMA dinner! :)

Dinner was a freaking 6 course dinner and I swear, till the 4th dish, I couldn't barely eat anymore cos 1st dish was the Lou hei and I ate alot, 2nd dish was the sharkfin soup and yes, I ate 3 bowls of it and the 3rd dish I ate freaking alot too and I couldn't remember what was it so yup, my stomach couldn't take in the 4th but I ate alittle alittle hehehe :D

It was good food + good live band + chen jian bing was there + I had a freaking hell lots of fun with my cousin, and yes it had been sucha long time since I had fun with my family ;) sum up, my whole day of yesterday's were worth it though I had a slight headache after waking up at boy's house after a nap :D

I died alittle more inside

2011-12-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hi my lovely boy, I'm gonna see you in a week's time! Much misses and love, your girlfriend ;)

"There's only two options for our future together." PART 2

2011-11-24T20:54:00.005+08:00

PART 2!

I wanna give many thanks to:

8) JiejieSieow!

Hi, are you surprised to see yourself here in my long time ago blog???? HEHEHE. Bet you are! :D anywayyyyyyyy! Thank you jiejie for your love, caring and those memories we had created last time ;) still remembered how we knew each other? :D doing traffic ushering, yes thats when I knew you cause you started talking to me first hehe. Played the song "collide" together with Mag during group 11 and 16's thanksgiving day which I've forgotten when was it! Really good time, and we would always celebrate Ivy's birthday together and I'll never forget how you gave me surprised on my 16th birthday! :) coming down to meet me after my work and gave me a hellium balloon and making me holding on to it in the train ride + the dinner at aijisen ramen! :) thank you for all the memories and even though now we're not as close, we're still close in the heart and knowing that, I am always with you mentally! Love you mega ultimate much, xoxo

And there's still pretty much more people whom I really want to thank for in my life but sorry, I'm pretty much lazy so yeah, just wait and stay tune, will update this space ;)

"There's only two options for our future together." PART 1

2011-11-24T20:49:00.001+08:00

"We may come from different soul, different background, different family but still when we decided to hold our hands together, we're one despite being different." :)

Hi everyone, am here to update my blog with a uber ultimate long post today and guess what date it is today??? :) IT IS THANKSGIVING DAY so yepz, am here to give thanks to people who had been through ups and downs with me. Through the pain and happiness, we're still here :)

FYI, you can choose not to read or to read but if you don't, you might just probably missed out yours but I'm sorry if I didn't make one for you so cut short, I shall get started now! :)

PART 1! :D

I wanna give many thanks to:

1) My happy family!

Thank you my grandparents, daddy, mommy, aunts and uncles for all your xi shen in this family especially my grandmother, ever since I was a newborn; you took care of me, you changed my diapers, my clothes, you bathed for me, feed me milk and comfort me when I cried like my mommy :) thank you for doting me so much and to my second aunt for paying some of my expenses and don't expect anything in return. Thank you for all the love and care you guys put into this heart-warmth family XX :)

2) My boyfriend!

Dearest love of mine, thank you for that 3 years of waiting though I know you had somehow moved on in life and because of my sudden appearance, it made you stopped for a moment but nevertheless, you never gave up hope of us; even in this relationship and despite how much I had hurt you in the past, you still never lose your trust in me. No matter how tough is this, no matter how much I had pushed you away last time, you still never fail to love me for who I am and for what I am. Really thank God for you, and despite how much I am being thankful for, words can't describe it. Thank you boyfriend, for everything that you had done to kept us going and keeping through my attitude and bullshits. I love you, xoxo

3) Group 12S2B!

Hi my fun loving usher group! I really want to thank God for each and everyone of you for being able to tolerate my nonsense especially my lovely leader, Wanxiu :D thank you for all your gifts, your motivation drinks etc etc. Hehe, being able to know you guys are a great blessing!

4) N327 + N318!

Hey my dearest cell group, N318 and my lovely cell leader! Thank you for guiding me through as I'm walking this Christian life with God. Thank you for being sucha nice lovely cell group members :) I'll never forget how Keeliang gave me bible study, hanging out with Jamie, Sisi, Jason Lam, Cheryl and Mingfeng for a time of fellowship but nevertheless, thankful that I am in the youth cell group and thank You Lord for putting sucha awesome potiential cgl and cgc in my life and guiding me and rooting in my life and for always being able to be there to help me in every obstacles :) rock onz!

5) Primary school clique!

Jocelyn, Nicole, Ian, Celestine and Fiona. Probably they're the most I had came in contact with ever since P6 :) thank you for being there and though I know some of us there's conflicts in and out but still we stood through the moments together and solved everything out. Really love you guys so much and we're really in need of a dinner together! :) love you people, xx

6) Secondary school clique!

Edwin, Huimei, Barbara, Nicole, Tricia. 4 years and counting of good friends, standing by through ups and downs. I knew that in the past when we were still in secondary school, some of us had conflicts and misunderstandings with each other but now, look what we are now! :) we're still friends together, going out and celebrating each other's birthdays :) really thank you, like each and everyone of you. Edwin for buying gmarket stuffs, Barbara have bobby, Huimei to intro pretty and cute stuffs and Tricia to be so cheerful and motivate :) XX

7) Jurong West's group 16 ushers!

Hi you all, the siaoest group ever!! :D thank you for all the laughters, joy, the dinners, the driving out for dinner/supper, my 2010 thanksgiving committes! HAHAHA. Yes, I really love you ladies and gentlemen so much. Those times in jurong west were not wasted because of you people that created so much joy in me. Thank you and really being able to see you guys in church still, really melt my heart and continue being that strong! Much love XX :)

You are like the stars above; shinning ever bright

2011-11-17T14:48:00.002+08:00

Ok, I'm so........ HI PEOPLE. I'm gonna do a little quiz to kill away all the dusts in this bloggy of mine :)

This gets VERY personal, ok?
Yeah sure :)

What would your last name be if you were married to the last person that texted you?
Koh

Last picture comment was from?
No idea

Now for the “Have you ever’s” ready?
?

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
Nopppppppe

Ever physically fought with member of the opposite sex?
Yup, but is for the fun of it :)

Ever walked in on your friends having sex?
LOLOL NO HAHA

Ever kissed a friends crush?
Nope!

Over-protective or Controlling?
I guessed I'm both?

How was your day overall?
It was alright :)

Has anyone ever called cops on you?
NAHHHH

Do you swallow gum when your finished?
Nope nope HAHA

Ever tackled someone to the ground?
Yes, tickled my friends hehe

Do you need to say something to someone?
Yuuuuuup! :)

Ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
YUPZ

Is there anyone that doesnt like you?
Hah, probably

Does your facebook password have to do with a person?
NOPE!

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
Nowhere else :(

What’s your current problem?
Being really lazy to mugggggg

If something was wrong who is the first girl you would go to?
My grandmother

Can you play pool?
Yup!

Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
Coffee, but alittle of alcohol drinker too :)

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes, my boyfriend!

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around now?
My grandfather :'(

Did the last person you kiss have piercings?
NOPE NOPE

Could you cry right now?
For?

What’s something that can always make you feel better?
A text and a hug

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
Nope, never once

What are the chances of you getting high in the next 24 hours?
ER NO HAHAHA

Does your “group” of friends have rules?
Not really! :)

Is there someone who always makes fun of you?
Eh, I can't remember of anyone HAHAHA

How far away is the last person you kissed?
Not far; Punggol but he's always in my heart ;)

Have you ever had alcohol poisoning?
No?

Any plans for tomorrow?
School till 1pm and buffet with family! <3

When was the last time you were sick?
Just this week's Tuesday and Wednesday :(

How long does it take for you to take a shower?
HAHAHA 45mins to an hour!

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
FOR SURE ;)

Ever thrown up in public?
Nooooope!

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
No one HAHAHA

When was the last time you cried?
In church :)

Miss anything/anyone?
YEZZZZZZZZ and that person's in army right nao :(

Who was the last person you talked to?
My apple family! :)

What is the worst subject they teach in school?
Principle of adminstration t_t

Pretending to “never get the text” from someone who annoys you. Is that you?
YES, the other dark side of me

I laugh at my own funny text before I send it, do you?
SOMETIMES HAHAHA

Do you see someone your best friend hates and say, “There’s your best friend!”
LOL HAHAHAHA ALL THE TIME! :D

The person you had strongest feelings for died, are you upset?
That’s a ridiculously stupid question. OF COURSE LAH WHO WOULDN’T?!

What windows are open on your computer right now?
Morzilla Firefox and anyway, I'm in school and not at home now :/

What would you do if your parent’s walked in on you having sex?
They might not walk in my room cos I would tell them beforehand HAHA

Who was the last female you talked to?
Xueting! :D

Do any of your friends dislike each other?
Not that I know of!

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I don’t know

How do you know?
I don’t know and i’m too lazy to go find out.

You’re single, right?
NAHHHHHH HAHA

Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
YEZ, my cousins

Do you prefer being called your actual name or a nick name?
Eh, anything's fine! :)

Do you think Ke$ha is annoying?
HAHAHAHA AT TIMES YES!

What bothers you more, when people lie or when people complain?
Lying

Connection between you and the last girl who text messaged you?
Really really good friends + same apple family! :)

Is there someone you want to fix things with?
Erm, no I guess? :O

What did you do yesterday?
Sleep at home the whole day :/

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yeaaaaahz

Who knows your biggest secrets?
God

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night person

Are all girls slags?
Slags? NO

Hows 2011 been for you?
Amazing with amazing friends and family that God had put in my life :)

What are you watching as of now?
This

Which did you discover first, myspace or facebook?
Facebook

Have you ever been in trouble for something you honestly didn’t do?
Yes, for sure :/

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends......

Where were you last night at 11pm?
Homeeeeee

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
Nope, cos moving on is so so so so much better :)

Do you ever write in pencil?
YUPZ

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
NOPE, I've changed for the better :)

Tell me tonight that you would stay by me;

2011-09-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

I miss you :(

Even the stars can't shine as bright as you

2011-09-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hi babes and hunks, sorry for not having a proper update on this space for awhile.

School's been fine, work's great, relationship's working out finely, family's been good; all in all, everything's awesome! :D

School:
Submission of the PJT project on the first week of school reopen
Preparing for final year examinations
Looking forward to graduation (less than 4 months time)!!! :D

Work:
Got myself into a sales line; working at Singapore flyer
People there are awesomely fine but not for one of the DM >:@
Pay's great, $6.50/hr :)

Relationship:
Got back with SeanAng :)
My all-time favourtie boy
Things been so far so good
Settle-ing down for this
Thank You God for this relationship, once again

Family:
Relationship with daddy is getting better
Grandma's getting alittle lively as each day pass by
Sis's been great so is step-mom
Aunts, uncles, cousins all's great!

So yep, my boy's in army now and yeah I know I've posted lots of posts on this but yeah, I can't help but to talk about this as each time I update this space because army's a kind of thing in life that makes me have absences of him :( :( :( :( :( :( :( HAHA but still, 2 weeks is over like finally!!!

Yesterday night, Kris came over to tpy to fetched me along with Wayne, Dhinesh and Josh. Down to Punggol, to gave hunney a surprised heh. He didn't thought about them coming so yup, Kris told me not to tell him any shit so the plan succeed! :D Kris then drove all of us to Dempsey, wanted to go B&J but as usual, it was too crowded but we went to a cafe, it was too overcrowding too so we decided to go down to town, wheelock for some coffee; Starbucks! :) chatted there, saw Wayne's friends and then we left there after 30 mins......

Went over to Thomson, wanted to have prata but ended up, too many NS mens and was damn crowded too (Kris and hunney's too sian of them haha) so we walked down to had rocher beancurd :) drank the soya milk and after 10 mins, we left but before that, sent Dhinesh home first. Aftermaths, Kris drove Josh home > me and then hunney and then Wayne :) thank God for him and the car :D

Today, was supposed to attend service but I had sudden rashes and fever so grandma asked me to stayed home and attend tomorrow's one instead. Went to the doctor for some consultation. Not supposed to meet hunney today but yeah, we met for awhile downstairs my block for some chat. Sent him off at 730pm and he went for his soccer and some PS3 :)

Tomorrow, my boy's gonna book in at 7 and is self-book in! -.- probably gonna attend service if not shall watch it live at home and then shall head down to Suntec to meet him and his cell group for lunch and yep, probably to Bugis to get his watch for army and then we shall have early dinner before he book in :)

And yay, I changed my blogskin again!! :D

So baby, will you hold me tonight?

2011-09-19T10:08:00.001+08:00

Gooooodmorning! :)

Work yesterday were great, first time worked with Xintong and she's a damn nice DM just like Kiren hehe. Pretty much slacked around, eat and drink........ :) sales yesterday over target and which means our pay was $7/hr! Woooooo, shiok ttm! :D

Now, I'm on my way down to Yishun to meet Bryan and Guowei then heading down to Kranji to meet Bernard and off to Johor Bahru! ^^ yup, a one day short of getaway with the guys :) haven't been catching up with them especially Bryan and Guowei :) so yeppppp, I will try to get some photos and then post it up! ^^

Anyway, on the side note, hunney's booking out in 4 days time! Yes, first book out and I'm so eggcited to see him especially him in botak ;) hahaha sure gonna look cute and Edwin said we looked like brother and sister because of our small eyes hiak hiak. Yup soooo............ I'm sure some of my readers (if I even have one) are pretty much curious how does my boyfriend looked like in botak right? Hehe. Will sure take photos of it and yep, post it up so stay tune! ;)

Xoxo

Till the end, I will still be there

2011-09-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

Yay so baby called me just now like at 10 :) but before that, he texted me around 6plus when I was in service so yeah......... Happiest girl on earth now! :) :)

Church today was awesome as usual, really love the house of God :) thank You Lord Jesus Christ. Alright so I'm gonna crash now in my bed and there's still work tomorrow morning so toodles!

Xx

Your the king, that makes me a queen

2011-09-05T16:12:00.002+08:00

2 more days and you're heading to the army........ :(

And yet, I'm having mixed feelings here.................................

You got me trapped right into your heart

2011-08-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

I.NEED.A.FROGGING.BREAK.

When I'm sober the next morning, you'll still be as beautiful to me

2011-08-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

Skipped school today because I slept at 3am plus last night, all thanks to the stupid stuff -.- k, nevermind! Woke up at 4plus pm today, thanks to Nicole's call or else I wouldn't have woke up :)

KKKKZ so I met my primary school besties along with Jane and Huibing for dinner. Intially plan was to meet Nicole and head to whitesands for a simple dinner and head home but yeah, we met Jocelyn, Ian, Fiona and Celestine at coffee bean. We slacked, chat, photos and then supposed to have Subway for dinner but we decided to settled down at Manupuku for dinner as Subway didnt had space for all of us.

Dinner, slacked, played some fingers game and a short while of h2h talk :) it was great because each of us rarely come together to have a h2h session except for me, Jocelyn and Nicole. Left there around 9plus pm, headed over to koi and wanted to buy koi but didnt have pearls anymore so............ went over to gong cha and bought gong cha! :)

15-ed with Jane, Jocelyn, Nicole and Ian :)

Jocelyn, Nicole, Ian, Celestine and Fiona are the people that I had never ever regretted knowing in my life ♥♥♥♥♥

Lovers and best friends.

"I like relationships where you can be both lovers and best friends. It's not everyday where you'll find someone that's willing to be your best friend and your boyfriend or girlfriend. You'll playfully hit each other, punch each other, kick each other, tease each other, pinch each other, squeeze each other until they say stop. But in the end, you'll hug each other like there's no tomorrow. You can confide secrets to each other as if they are the only ones you can trust, you will help each other out, and even give them advice. But having a relationship as both lovers and best friends are the best kind and the ones that many people long for."

Safe guarding you

2011-08-11T13:58:00.004+08:00

I dont know how, but I'm trying my best to give you up because I need to safe guard my heart and saving my tears every night because you dont know how much it hurts until you lose someone.

So what memories are meant to be kept? Does that means hurtful memories are worth your space in your brain?

Saving this broken heart of mine

2011-08-09T10:04:00.002+08:00

I don't care whats gonna come next anymore, because I have a future to live on and I know what I want to be next time when I really step into the working world......

Daddy might just abandon me
Grandma might just pass away like soon?
Aunt uncle might just ask me to stay out or put me in a orphanage

I don't know what to do anymore. I know there's always someone there for me and thats You, Lord. I want to find my first love back in you and break my heart for what break Yours :(

Dumbest shit of love

2011-08-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

"And I remember it all. I remember what shirts you wore, I remember the first text you sent to me. I remember your laughter, your smell, I remember the exact day of our first kiss. I remember every feeling I felt, I remember all the hopes I had, I remember everything I gave up. I remember how my life changed, I remember the things you said, I remember the first time you whispered those three words. I remember your shy smile, the way you played with my hair, the way you held me so tight I couldn’t breathe but I loved it more than anything else. I remember our first kiss, I remember the way your face looked so close to mine, I remember the way my fingers fit so perfectly into yours. I remember everything about you; your perfect hair and your gorgeous face and the way you could never do anything wrong. But I also remember the last day, the last kiss, the last text. I remember all the tears I cried, I remember feeling worthless, I remember waiting by my phone for a text that never came. I remember the lack of explanation, I remember being shoved away like I never meant anything to you at all. I remember feeling used and broken and like nobody understood, especially not you. I remember wondering how you could know everything about me, how I could give you every single piece of me and still not be enough for you. I remember each thing that made me smile, and each thing that made me cry. I remember thinking about you, dreaming about you, and wishing for you. I remember believing with all my heart that it would happen, expecting forever, and having my forever cut short. I remember drifting away from you, and drifting back to this relationship we like to call a friendship. But you and me, we can never be friends. There’s always been something more in the way we look at each other, and you know it. So here I am, looking at you, feeling all the emotions I’ve always felt when I look at you. I know we can never have back what we had before, but maybe we can start something new. I love you. And I remember. Tell me you remember, too." -tumblr

DDNWJ

2011-08-07T15:25:00.003+08:00

I dont know if you will ever read this, but if you did, please let me know.

Silly boy, because of you and your silly thoughts, we ended up being like this when it wasnt supposed to be this way. Dont put silly thoughts and your assumptions into yourself can you? I never give up on you, so can you please dont give up on me? :( maybe there's no more us but can we start afresh? I'm here to help you forget your past, maybe for now I may just be a tool for you to being used and play around but one day, I'm sure one day you will come to realized that we're supposed to be together.

Please dont ever have this thought because I love you and I've never forgotten where we had our first date, first kiss, first hug, first holding of hands together, our first chill out place and our first picture taken at. I love you ever since the first day, nothing had ever change my love for you today, tomorrow and the days/months/years after. 2307110345 :(

Infinity and beyond

2011-08-06T22:43:00.001+08:00

Because we'll always stay the same, love you Michelle Ng!

Who says you're not perfect

2011-08-05T23:23:00.010+08:00

Someone who's always there for me, someone who's always there to lend me her listening pair of ears to rant, someone who's always in the same boat as me and yes, thats you, Michelle Ng :)

Thankyou for today, if it wasnt you, I think I've already rotting at home and probably sleep? :D hahahaha!

Anyway! School-ed today for 3 hours and stucked in the lab hearing Ms Leng's noisy voice. Damn annoying, and she would talk for like hours and hours LOL. After school, slacked with Peizhen and Jaslin in school's library till 230 and they went up for their korean class :) aftermaths, I took a slow walk from school till Eastpoint and went in Starbucks..... Supposed to rot there but ended up, there's no plug so I walked out and then I went to burger king to buy a medium barley to drink. It doesnt taste as sweet as I thought it would be :(

Walked over to CGH and sat outside A&E waiting for grandma, uncle, aunt and youngest cousin to come. They took sucha long time and luckily they didnt miss the appointment time else gotta wait for damn long. Went in, let the doctor checked here and there, blood test report and etc and then went to took the medications and bought some popiahs and sandwiches home :)

Uncle fetched us home and then I changed, waited for Nicole to come over and take her stuff and around 630, I left house to meet my dearest cousin :) tampines mall, our usual place and we went to the arcard for afew of DDR and then took a slow walk over to koi and then went to bought a cover! :) YAEY lika finally and then cousin changed her cover and we went over to open plaza to slacked and have a h2h talk session and and of course, photos! :D :D

Slacked till around 915 and we went off :)

Stormy weather will be over, yes it will be

2011-08-02T00:51:00.001+08:00

Tears rolled down my eyes but I chose to kept it to myself because I know there's still hope in us. Sorry for being so weak, sorry for being such a sticky girlfriend to you. I know I shouldn't stick to you all the time but I just couldn't help it.We may have tough times together now but I believed that it will be over soon. You know I wouldn't give up that easily because if one falls, the other one will have to be stronger and support the other one. I will be the one that stays strong always and be there for you. Sorry hun, I'm like this. I just couldn't help but I hate seeing you in this state. Where's the smile that I hardly see it? I want that smile when you were in court and you had awesomely great services. Me, you and the world; we will be there for each other in the future and yeah, now we will take things step by step together and at least there's a support when one falls <3

We just got to take what it takes

2011-08-01T12:41:00.001+08:00

School's pretty suckish today....... CA showed us our attendance and it was like shit damn shit. PM1 and PJT's attendance below 85% :( I don't know why but my mood's been pretty down for school recently. Didn't wanted to wake up for school today but I still dragged myself out of my bed, and then get myself prepared and rushed off to school. Got a shocked that I only took an hour or near to an hour to reach school :) :) Alrighty........ Shall back to do my PJT now. Sucks to have a module that's just based on projects and everyday's just projects and the whole entire week, this module is like 9hours per week! :( urgh nevermind, I'm uttering nonsense.Till then, xxx

You're what makes the world goes round

2011-08-01T00:12:00.006+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIII WELLOY! :D

Spent my awesome 8 days with hun ;) practically spent the whole entire week with him and I really really enjoyed every single seconds I spent together with him because I love how the way he smiled, he tricked me and brings me everywhere he goes!

Alrighty so so so............. What had I been doing for this passed 8 days. Eat, h2h with him, sleep, chit-chat and volleyball with him. Gonna blog out so bear with me, its gonna be a pretty long post with quite alot of pictures! :D (by the way, I'm only gonna blog out from 28/07/11 - 31/07/11 :))

28/07/11
School-ed was great! After school, took traindown with Peizhen to Jurong East and I met hun at Commonwealth. (we met each other halfway hehe!) Met, we took train down to Outram Park and to Habourfront :) had dinner at a hawker center opposite Habourfront and we ate oyster, prawn noodles and hokkien mee! :D had pineapple and rose syrup too! Mad full after that and after dinner, we headed over to Vivo City's skytop to relax and talk and took photos :D :D

Around 9plus, hun accompanied me home and he stayed over! YAEY but I had to like asked him to wait downstairs till my uncle's back, grandma and cousin's asleep. Sneaked into grandma's room and took her keys and open up the door for hun to come in :) sneaked him into my room, and we chatted for awhile and we slept. (hehe actually I was the one who fell asleep :D) So yep, around 430am, hun woke me up and then he headed down to wait for me first while I went to showered and get myself prepared and then headed down to Serangoon and we took a train down to Bukit Batok and then went up to his place to sleep and slacked.

29/07/11
At hun's place, we slept all the way till like afternoon and I were woken up by his daddy's knocking on the door sound. Woke up and then I hid myself inside the cupboard of his, then changed to hiding myself under his bed and I were covered by bags all over and dust :/ urgh and you know what?!?! I got caught by his daddy in the end too ~ Justy kept staring under hun's bed so yeah....................... :( ohwellz, hun said doesnt matter and I dont need to hide anymore the next time round since his daddy and aunt knew he got girlfriend already and and his mommy knew he got girlfriend too :) :) :)

Were like super scared that Justy might come under hun's bed so I kept pushing my bag and kicking hun's bed to shoo Justy away but he didnt go away :( I dont know why either but anyway!!! After a short talk that hun had with his aunt, I came out and I were uber dusty. Butt and shirt were like covered with dust.

Stayed over at hun's place in the night and he were like damn scared of his mommy so he asked me to text a message out to his mommy and asked whether could I stayover hehe. After like afew mins, he texted his daddy and asked and his mommy replied saying that "alright dont do anything wrong" WHICH MEANS A YES and he were like over the mooooooon haha but you know what? We ended up got seperated also. I slept in the studyroom which were like super scary and I thought I will have a sleepless night but nah, I slept till damn shuang till hun's small pillow dropped on the floor HAHA! Hun came in around 4am plus to check on me and then he went back to sleep, how cute can my boyfriend get? :D

30/07/11
Woke up at 630am by hun's shaking and then he kept asking me to wake up when his grandma were like using the washroom tskkkk. Woke up, brushed teeth, washed my face and then went to his room to like slack and then we watched paranomal activity 2 for awhile and I got a shocked at all the scary parts HEHEHEHE. Left house at around 930am cos we kind of like got chased out by his daddy :( and so we headed off to sentosa for his volleyball open selections and you can never guess who I saw! :D I SAW RUISHI AND JILLIAN! How qiao right?!?!?! :D we played volleyball together and I got a frigging burn :/ hun's training ended around 6plus and we headed off to shower and then to Toa Payoh for UF's girls training :)

Before the girls training, we took bus from Harbourfront and alighted at Balastier for dinner. Had dumplings noodles and hun had fishball noodles. Finished and we walked over to hometeamNS@Balastier. Played ball with hun for awhile and he kept asking me to gang qiu :( :( cos I'm a libero :/ how sad right..................... BUT doesnt matter because I could saw hun's priceless smiles :D :D damn cute!!! They started training, saw how they trained, how the setters set and how they've got the moral and they even got training one day before their game. Homed with Jessica and I got a shocked of my life and I bet Jessica got it too because the block beside mine were like lighted up with candles and got some prayer thinggy.

31/07/11
Rised and shined at 845am. Bathe, brush teeth, made nutella breads for hun and then left house at around 10-ish. Supposed to meet hun, 11 at Bukit Batok but ended up I'm late for 11mins and he's still at home..... Met each other around 12plus and we headed down to Hougang for his game :)

Super nervous him and then he said something very very sweet to me because I bought 100plus for him and poured it into his bottle and he said "100plus is my motivations and I'm his everything." How sweet can he get any futher?!?! HAHA. Checked facebook, Ciyin asked me whether am I going down to watch hun's match and then she came down to watch the matches and and SHSS's alumni girls played with UF and they won :) guys played with combined schools and as usual, they won :D happy for them!! Saw jiaolians and then sat around, help hun to video down the game and halfway through the match, the battery decided to died on him.

Went down to Cineleisure to check whether do the shop have my red baggu sling and unfortunately, they didnt had it and must wait for 2-3 days for the re-stock. SO! My dearest asked me to wait and I decided to.... Went 7-11 to buy chocolates and he bought vitamin water and we took a slow walk back to Somerset MRT station. Trained down to Marina Bay and we bounced back to Raffles Place :) trained down to Jurong East with hun, he alighted at Bukit Batok while I alighted at Khatib. Bused and I ran home from the bus stop :D

Awesomely well spent days and times together! I'm looking forward to the rest of my days together with you because I believed that we're meant for each other and we'll always be together no matter what happens! :D

"Friends by choice, lovers by fate."
I love you Danny Danerthon Ng Wei Jun, thank you for your time and everything! I really really really love you and wanna hold you till the end of my time. Sorry, I know sometimes I can be rather annoying and annoyed you but you know that I'm not gonna let you go and we'll always be sticking together like we're being stucked together by having superglue on us :) I believed our heart will always beat as one; we'll always do things together as one and I'm really really happy that I found you and the best part were that, you and I, we both had alot of common things in life! Thank God for you and I'm really happy to be your girlfriend. Not perfect but trying to be one :D

Gonna end my post by saying:
HAPPPPPPPY AUGUST! :D

PS/ 22 more days!!!
PSS/ Gonna try getting hun to Batam with me to attend wedding!
PSSS/ Yay! Most probably we gonna go national day parade together with my cousins, aunts, uncles :D
PSSSS/ I love my blessed life with God's blessings, thank You :D :D

Life's a rollar coaster ride

2011-07-28T13:15:00.003+08:00

It takes two hands to clap, two heart to beat as one and you and me just to make everything else right

2011-07-28T01:19:00.005+08:00

I love how I could do stupid funny faces without feeling awkward with you.
I love how I could spent fruitful time with you going around places to haunt for foodies!
I love how I could talked to you for hours.
I love how I could be in your arms even when you're sleeping.
I love how the way you kissed me, hug me and held my hands.
I love how you're always being there for me.
I love how you assured me that everything will be fine (especially today, 27/07/11)
I love how you're so calm and patient with me when I'm all round damn annoying :/
I love how I could be yours today and never have I imagined that.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
I love you for who you are! :)

Circuit road for dinner and west mall for lunch with hunney! Fruitful awesome time we had together and I really really cant wait to see him again later ;) gonna have another fruitful time with him and everyday I'm loving this cheeky pie of mine more and more. Thankyou for being sucha loving and understable boyfriend, bestfriend to me. I'm blessed to have you now in my life. Love you much! :D

You have no idea how much I love you :)

You are what matter to me

2011-07-27T10:19:00.002+08:00

Being in a relationship is like flying a kite, the harder you pull, the string will snap no matter what.

I dont know why but yeah, this sentence matters to me alot. It makes me think twice whether should I stay the same way like how I am now or change for the better? I dont want you to think I'm annoying, I'm sucha witch. I dont want anything to ruin us, because what matters to me now is you; thats all.

Hunney, I dont care whats gonna happen and whats the outcome because I chose you, to be the man of my next life and for my future :)

You are worth, worth my love

We came so far from earth till heaven

2011-07-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

I'm proud and happy that you are finally going to school tomorrow. Thankyou for tonight, the dinner, the picking me up from school and coming all the way down to Tampines. I'm sorry, I'm sorry that my friends said mean stuffs about her. I'm sorry that I said mean stuffs about her too. I'm being a bitch, why do you even want to be with me? You know what hurts me the most was that you actually still can't move on and she's still wondering in your mind all day long even when you are with me. I'm sorry that I'm loving you that it makes me fallen deep right into you. I know you can never love me like how you loved her because everyone's different. I may be stupid enough to let myself cry over and over again but I still choosing to trust and believe you and us that this will last. I do loved you and I seriously do. Sorry Danny, sorry Amanda. I should probably stop seeing you maybe till you have gotten over her. I don't know what I am thinking........ Sorry love, I'm selfish thats because love's selfish

Assurance

2011-07-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

Precious love, I'm sorry for reacting that way which I shouldn't had its because I can't afford to lose you and you were the guy I ever want and I ever need. I can't lose you to another girl and sorry, when it comes to relationship, I'm all selfish and I just want you to myself. I love you hunney, now and always and all the time :)

Sunshine love

2011-07-25T00:59:00.007+08:00

Met my superman today! :D

Yishun > Batok > Toa payoh > his friendly match's place > J8 > back to my place! :)

Thanks dear for accompanying me and always being there for me. Anyway!!! I'm a happy girl now cos we both got something in common, something thats precious to us. I believed this is not our honeymoon period but this is a real sweet relationship :)

Dear, let us walk through every stormy seas together and after each and every stormy seas, we will grow stronger, healthier and learn how to cherish each other now and not wait till we lose each other. Love you ttm, I dont know why but I just feel like seeing you every moment and thats the reason why I asked you to come on skype every single night and thankyou for all the effort!

No words could totally describe my feelings for you. 23rd July 2011, 0345am xx :) believe me, we will last and nothing's gonna break us apart :D stay happy always cos I am gonna stay happy always too!! :D

I love you Danny Danerthon Ng. Please smile more baby because your smiles are the ones that lighten up my life and they're the most beautiful one! :D

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy, when skies are gray. You never know dear, how much I love you. Please dont take my sunshine away."

With you around, I'm good

2011-07-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

“All she wanted was someone to believe in her. She just needed someone to care. So when you chose to leave her out in the rain, you gave up your right to be there.”

Today my life begins - Bruno Mars

2011-07-22T08:12:00.002+08:00

Another week's gonna pass by in afew hours time and wahooo its weekends! :) pretty much eggcited to looked forward to weekend is because I can finally meet my cell group members and my fellow ushermates! :D loving these people, xxx.

Oh anyway, gave school amissed on Wednesday and Thursday. Grandma was right that I got stomach flu D: pain like mad and I literally curled up lika ball on Tuesday night and couldnt really move........ Complained to qtpie about it and he was like damn gan chiong hahahaha. Cute huh! :) anyway thanks qtpie, I love you!

Hopefully I'm gonna catch up whatever I had missed this week and next week and hopefully they covered nothing much and oh oh, Ms Leng mass text the class on Wednesday to tell us that PM1's lecturer were damn disappointed in our attendance. I mean, cant blame her for making the lessons boring and making us wanting to skip class. Really, damn boring :/

And so, yesterday were great! :) met qtpie and accompanied him down to Lakeside primary to coach volleyball! HEHE. Saw afew quite cute boys and how they do blockings and etc literally made me wanna LOL out damn loudly but I couldnt so only then after training, I LOL-ed and qtpie was like LOL-ing with me too. HAHAHA ultimate cute boysssss :D anyway! Had dinner with qtpie over at tampines mall's kopitiam and then he sent me home! :) really enjoyed time with him like this even though it might be simple xoxo.

Sum up my week, really good but it wasnt good with my stomach flu. Really feel like digging out my stomach D:

Qtpie, thank you for letting me know that I'm yours and you're mine (partially) but I want you to know that I will always be here for you like how you're gonna be there for me whenever I need you. I'm sorry for yesterday's night breakdown and I know I shouldnt let her affect me but I promised you, no matter what happens in the future, I wont let anything affect us and this relationship we're having now :) thankyou for being sucha awesome guy, and love you very very much! XX :)

Harsh enough to crash me down

2011-07-15T14:59:00.003+08:00

So I'm glad that I survived first week of school even though there's a strong temptation for today's and yesterday for not going to school and skip the first lesson but I thank God I didnt skip though PM1 was boring and BEO was good, really good.

School's been good ever since school reopen, so far so good :) knew all the lecturers within this week and I really really wanna thank God that my last term's EFC lecturer happens to be my this term's BEO lecturer :) new lecturers; I only love Mrs Tan! :) she's really really damn sweet and yeah, she tends to speaks damn soft and the mic are like forever giving her problems hehe. Oh and she will once in awhile enlighten us with biscuits during activities! :)

PIE lecturer happens to be a beauty lecturer and she's hell fierce -.- first day of lessons, late for about like 15mins and she sort of scream at us already. Oh well, you cant blame us for being late............ But we got fault either cos is like lessons starts at 12 and we still can be late. Power siah my class :)

BEO, PJT........... Everything's great just that PJT are purely on project base and there's no exams for this module but everything's graded through project and project and project. Urgh hate projects but no choice :/

For today, there's only BEO and PJT so we were late for BEO like literally; me, Zenna, Joanne and Peizhen just sat down for 2mins and the class ended -.- shito really, and Mr Chong finished the whole chapter 2 within one hour and so I had to revise through the whole chapter myself. How great?! Feeling damn fed up with myself. Why I just cant have time management or have some self-disclipine to just reach school on time.......... -.- anyway yeah, PJT turned out to be fun! Did history background of my company and the last hour, mama Leng did photoshop with us and and it was hell fun! :D

Oh and there is an overseas trip to Jakarta and I happily took the form and came home and asked grandma nicely and whenever I hit the money part, she will be like damn turn off and she will asked me to ask my dad so I asked and my dad will do the same and is like whats the point of having a family without the support? I meant family are there to support you in no matter what you do as long as you think it is the right choice and they were like not even supporting me lah! Seriously damn pissed and angry at the both of them. Hate it and I screamed over the phone to my dad and I shouted at my grandma. Really, whats the frigging point of having a family? I rather live in the orphanage -_- no difference ok! They got better life then me, at least I think so.

Hoping we could turn back in time

Crash and burn

2011-06-26T18:45:00.003+08:00

If a person aint faithful in a small little thing, then he/she wont be faithful in the bigger things.

Srsly, tell me if you dont want to meet me. I can take it and not wait for you and getting prepare and asked my uncle to sent me down to bedok interchange. Really, you're one screwed up guy and no, I'm not gonna bear grudges with you but you're gonna have a awkward moment when you see me in school.

I dont know why but sorry, I'm not letting you in my heart anymore. Screwed + really no big deal in having you -__________-

Probably the world greatest man ever

2011-06-24T04:55:00.002+08:00

You're the guy that I knew right from the start, that I want to get together and spend my today, tomorrow and always with you. Probably you won't know how much you meant to me but still yep, I love you and I always do :)

To be with you, its not easy

2011-04-07T01:19:00.001+08:00

You are the one, that I will run to; always :)

Your skin like gravity, pulling every single part of me

2011-04-02T19:46:00.005+08:00

Happy belated third month love, thankyou for being there for me whenever I need you and so far it had been a joyride with you and I guess there's many more months we are going to go through together! :) for you to know, I want to stay and die in your arms. I love you till the end of earth ♥

The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care, but that's the hardest thing to do

2011-02-25T18:29:00.005+08:00

HI READERS! :)

I'm sorry for not blogging that long ever since I don't know when because I am busy with school and life's not that easy as it seems to me now.

7th week into school, I'm still pretty much not adapted to it even though I had great friends in school! :) projects, assignments and tests almost every single week :( like boring only and next week will be the 8th week into school which means we had tests coming up!! Well yeah, the schedule are up and every single week we had things to do :/

So..... I'm looking forward to next week even though we are flooded with lots of things and haha cos after next week = HOLIDAYS! ;) yeah yeah, holidays means I can work + enjoy myself! BUT, I still have to rush through my SBM project D: roar, I need to meet up my group members soon! Pretty suckish though we know what we are supposed to do but sometimes, lectuer just love flooding us with overloaded infos.

Schedule till june!
EFC test: 15 march (20%)
CSV test: 10 march (15%)
OSA prac 1 + 2 + project work: 30% + 30% + 40%
SBM: project 1 proposal + project 2 small business management: 40% + 60%
Napfa test: 7 march

June FINAL exams!
EFC: 6 june, monday @ 11am (2hours)
CSV: 8 june, wednesday @ 11am (2hours)

Outings or camp planned by school.
Ropes adventure: 1 march, 8am-12noon
Library demo talk: 11 march, 12noon-1pm
Edge camp: 17-18 march
JB educational tour: 6 may, 7am to 9pm (looking forward to this!)

Thats pretty much about school, boring but yeah, I'm enjoying it because I had great accompanies of friends! :D

Clique; we may seems to like each other in the group just not to make things awkward but I can't help but to feel awkward in the group when some people are already showing their true colours D: I meant, its not I'm sensitive or what but if in the first place we are pretty much getting along with each other and decided to clique together then shouldn't we be like sticking together through thick and thin? :( seems so hard but I don't see any effort of us getting together and motivating each other. I know we may seems like everything's prefectly fine but to say the truth, we are getting nowhere.

Friends are supposed to be there to help you and support you, to motivate and encourage you but well seems like we ain't one because it feels like we are seperating :(

"There comes a point in your life when you realize that nothing will ever be the same, and you realize that from now on time will be divided into two parts — before this and after this." -poeticheartache.tumblr

Tougher then it seems

2011-02-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

Maybe, I am losing that love.

Daddy, I'm sorry if I don't feel close to you anymore. I just totally don't felt like as if I am your daughter anymore. I don't know why so please don't questions me why. I'm feeling hard, my heart's close. I can't feel you anymore like I used to.

What's happening? Why am I feeling this way? D: I know I shouldn't, I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I am!!!

More than a thousand words

2011-02-02T09:58:00.003+08:00

Get well soon grandma, I will stay real strong just for you so you must stay real strong too and I believed you will recover in no time!!! :(

More than just you and I

2011-01-04T15:27:00.004+08:00

Thankyou for always being there, being the best one throughout my darkest days.
A bestfriend that knows how to be there and listen to my rantings and always showered me with lots of love :)
You are one in a million; one of a kind, one of a angel that God sent down and put you in my life.
You are awesome, always being that nice to me and being so gentle to me all day long.

Thank God for you, I'm happy now! ♥

We shine like the shinning stars above

2010-12-26T02:15:00.007+08:00

Hey guys! K, Christmas just went passed afew hours ago but still I want to wish everyone a merry merry christmas! :D

24/12/10

Alrighty, so on the eve of Christmas I had work till 3.45pm. Knocked off and supposed to trained down to expo for my duty but but last minute, went to met Aloy and then went to mount alvernia hospital to visit Daphne! :) stayed there for awhile, then Shujun, shifu, Aloy and myself cabbed down to expo to attend service.

Ate Subway for late lunch, met Aihui and Jo'zzy and then we went to Q up first etc. Jourdan's friends came for service too and then yep, talked to them and stuffs. Took photos using Lam's and Flynn's DSLR. Awesome photographers! :D Service started, drama was funny to the max! Slacked for awhile after service, went over to changi airport T3 to had supper; popeyes! Wilbur and Yuankai joined us aftermaths, ate then slacked and actually we wanted to go and fetch Joycelyn and Eljah from T1 but yeah, ended up we didn't HAHA.

Home-ed at 1plus am! Thanks for the awesome car ride home :)

25/12/10
Christmas day!

Met Aloy at around 12plus to go down to hospital to accompany Daphne and celebrate Christmas with her! :D hehehe, I love how I can spend half of my day of Christmas with her in the hospital even though I know she didn't like it cos no one does :)

Chit-chatted with her and Aloy and after that me and Aloy went down to had our late lunch at Subway. Slacked awhile, went back up and Daphne was asleep already so yeah didn't wake her up and we went off :) Gerald was being sucha "stalker"! He saw me and he didn't even call out for me but he texted me and asked me to guess who is he but ended up Aloy helped me to guessed HAHA!

Oh anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD PETER LIM! :D
Thankyou for always being sucha awesome brother-in-Christ for me! You are always bullying me and teasing me but all in all, still thankyou for always bringing a smile to my face! You are a part of why am I smiling and being so happy every single day :)

Home-ed for Christmas celebrations with my family. Had pizzas, chilli crabs, oat prawns, beehoon, vegetables, curry, almond puddings, mango puddings and bobochacha :) awesome food but the most awesome thing is that almost the whole family is gathered together as one, except for daddy :( he didn't come today but I enjoyed myself alot! :D

Thankyou for always being there :)

noMADic; lets get M.A.D

2010-12-16T06:53:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO, SO GOODMORNING TO ALL MY READERS! :D

Yay, so I'm gonna blog a short one before I'm leaving my blog to dead again :( gonna head off for my MAD MAD awesome race cum camp today till Monday, 20th! :) so for the time being, this is what I'm gna update and do please go to my awesome team's fanpage to click on the "LIKE" button alrighty! :) fyi, you can find my team's fanpage at my fb profile :)

We need your help by running this with us cyberly as we're gonna run it phyiscally! :)

On the side note, jiejie is flying off to London, Paris this coming Friday which is like tomorrow and I can't frigging send her off BOOHOO because I'm like gonna be in camp :( gah anyway anywayz, tomorrow is also the day I'm gonna get back my results so goodluck to myself! :D

Mommy and meimei's gonna fly off to indonesia this Saturday, not gonna have any chance to send them off too and they're gonna come back on like the 30th! :( MAJOR SAD FACE. Ohwellz, I hope meimei and mommy will enjoy themselves! :D

So yup, good bye readers! Do tag more, hehehe.

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2010-11-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say, I'm feeling pissed off just because I gotta work at 1pm tomorrow and end work at like what? Freaking 6pm plus, 7pm plus just cause you didn't want to work till that time cause everyone of us end work at like 3pm plus 4pm plus? Oh shutter, seriously seriously... You think I like it when you frigging changed timing with me? Seriously! D: oh brown cow, nobody likes going home alone after work.

URGH, I don't know what to say but you just totally affect two person but always ended up, is me.... Brown cow, seriously brown cow D:

Probably like what my daddy said, you are asking for like an one for one exchange next week heh.

Its prefect but think twice, its not at all

2010-11-21T20:49:00.005+08:00

I don't know what am I thinking, my mind's in a whirl right now. Thousands of things are running through my mind. I'm just like a human, with feelings, emotionals. I don't know why am I feeling this way. Maybe, I just got affected by the people around me?

You know, those hurtful silence. Those tears that are being poured out hurtfully. You know those kind of pain that are inside me for the past 16 years of my life? I bet, none of you knew neither does my parents. I've been reading this book for the past few days and totally, it spelled out my life but not the total story though. Some part of me, God's speaking to me through this story. Telling me whats the process of my teenager's life.

I can never dare to post this out but sometimes, just so when you can't find anyone to talk to, to confront to... You will just blurt everything out in your blog and publish them. Even now, as I reading the book. It gave me a deeper impression not to trust guys, not even those good ones. Sometimes, its just better off trusting yourself and God. Thats all, probably not bestfriend(s) and family too. Practically, everyone's thinking that I'm a joyful girl that always spelled out children and no sadness but no, I'm keeping everything to myself but I know God knows what I'm going through. Those silence, those nightmares, those reality, it just scares me and somehow I told myself that if I ever could, I would want to run away from this place and go to a place where there's no people who knows me and starts afresh (even though I know, technology are getting more advance nowadays).

As I'm typing, as I'm thinking... I just can't type a proper story of whats happening in my mind now because its all messed up. Tearing not just for the sake but, its good to tear once in awhile to make sure that I'm still a human with emotionals. World, you know what? I'm giving up on you. Seriously, everything. Every single tiny little things. God, You are gonna be my only one that I'm gonna trust fully.

To you, I know you won't be able to read this but I just want to tell you that, its been hard loving you but I just want you to know that. Its been great having you around with me most of the times, seeing how you smile and being happy, that makes me happy too. Even though I know all your good friends are mostly ladies, but I just want you to know that you're a great guy. You've been good to me all the time though all those things you have done mislead me to have a greater hope but you know that I can't perserve any longer. Fragile enough to protect myself in getting hurt again because I don't want to get that anymore. If you got chance upon this, please tell me and let me know that you had read this but if you don't know whether am I talking about you in this whole lot of paragraph, do ask me. Last, I just want to say, I do love you all this while even though I don't really show it to you but still, you know I do missed you alot. Thank you for being sucha great brother-in-Christ and yep, obviously you are a great friend but sorry, I got to say I'm gonna give up on you :)

Hi jie, thanks for always being for there for me even through your most busy periods. You're great, you make me felt as though we're real sisters. You make me happy when I'm down, you make me felt a sense of belonging whenever I'm around you. You let me know that, whenever I need someone to vent things on, you'll always be there, 24/7. I really don't know how to thank you but I just want to hug you so badly now and let you know that, no matter what happens, I will be here for you too. Thanks for letting me know, I felt apperciated and being loved by you :) thanks for always putting that wide smile on my face and I want to let you know that, you're the bestest friend of all. Thank you for always trusting me with your secrets and bringing me around to catch "fishes" even though I'm seriously not interested. Thank you for lighting up my world :D

LOVE YOU, SJY! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

是我, 是我选择离开.

We ain't perfect, nobody is

2010-11-17T22:50:00.003+08:00

Blogging this behind the laptop, sitting at macdonal's is pretty much rare for me as I'm a kind of girl that hates sitting outside doing nothing but stoning over at others so I'm blogging and reminding myself not to stare at anyone :)

HI PEOPLE, its been a long weeks for me since I started blogging again because of work and yeah, all those busy weekends are clearing my mind off and letting me to focus on what I need or what I have to focus on. Pretty much, hectic sometimes I really wished I'm in Aussie or something. Been neglecting people, especially my family :( so ya, GOT MY FIRST PAY! :) gonna bring my family out for a feast soon, probably this sunday! HEHE.

Awesome awesome, so KK just borrowed me one of this book called "I kissed dating goodbye." Reading from the back cover, it kinds of interest me so yeah, borrowed the book from him. Now, I have to finish 2 of my library books before I start on this so I'm aiming to finish the library books before 3 dec because thats the date I got to return back the books D:

Work's been fun, fine... Just that, yesterday I got somewhat a "saying" from the previous department's supervisor D: I don't have any eyesights problem. Its just my fingering alright :( but ohwell, I don't want to say much so I just shutup and Grace didn't say anything when I went off yesterday so thank God! :) anyway, my left eye's swelling and its hurting the heck outta me so... I guess, it will be alright by tomorrow else I will be rubbing my eyes all the time tomorrow during work and pray seriously real hard that I won't be going over to my previous department tomorrow cos I seriously, don't like the life there! >:( always making me falling asleep in the middle, pretty suckish.

So, ending off! Family day today was awesome :D had dinner with everyone, then headed over to the ikea with my youngest cousin and yepyep, time alone starting of the day is great! :D HEHE. Oh, SELMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MALAYS READERS! :) (if I ever had one :D)

Its hard, loving you :(

It's just not the same, without you

2010-11-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

We used to sit by the lake, talk everything under the sun.
I missed those times, those moment with you and yes, including those fun-filled time together with you. I've never forget that we used to hang out around town just to talk and have heart-to-heart chats.

HI MICHELLE NG, yes you!
I miss you very very much and this is for you :) I love you and please meet up soon! I missed those times whereby we would just watch people by the side playing DDR. I missed those times whereby we would just random crave for pastamania for dinner and hang out around tampines till every single shops closes! :D

You're the sun in my universe

2010-11-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna try, I'm gonna try real hard this time to let you go because I seriously don't want to hurt myself anymore. You're the best, the best person I could ever had and I could ever held on for this long from God.

But, you just don't feel the same like how I do.

This ain't right

2010-11-05T23:51:00.002+08:00

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WHY?! D:
I've forgiven you already, why are your eyes looking so evil appearing on my mind now?! D: seriously, stop haunting me!!!

I won't tell anyone that your voice is my favourite sound

2010-11-05T15:52:00.008+08:00

HEY LOVELIES!

I'm so sorry for not updating this space much often because I'm busying working and hardly had any time for myself even at home and meet ups with friends :( so yeppppz, and dear sup-erhero I'm sorry for neglecting you too even tho I do check my blog once in awhile :)

So......... Today is Deepavali! :D I wished all my Indian friends a happy deepavali and yep, enjoy your day today and get lotas of green(?) packets yeah! :D HEHEHEHE. Alrighty, shall get on with my post without anymore craps :D

Working life is good, letting me have an experience on morning rush with the other working adults in the world. Everyone's rushing for a seat in a train, but nope, the train will always be packed during the morning rush! :) till it reaches tampines, everyone just practically have to squeezed and even some of them have to rush to work, they just couldn't get into the train because the whole train will practically just packed till the last person have to squashed its face right at the door.

If you would ever ask me which would I prefer now? Schooling life or work life and I would tell you, I would prefer schooling life more even tho I would have to wake up at 5am plus just to prepare myself for school, taking 2 buses and 1 train ride down to tampines I wouldn't even mind. Not saying that working life is that bad but still, school I do have much more easy life then to be in working life. School's routine is just fixed tho we students detest studying ALOT especially when we have to mug for mid-year's, end of year's and major exams (which most of my friends are having right now)

But come to life, we still have to earn a living for ourselves! Some even have to provide for the family :) now come to the reality, its ain't easy as what I thought. Thank God, He provided me with a desire job of my heart and I enjoyed! :) tho the traveling may seems to sucks alot but its the joy that I put into the job and looking forward to go to work every single day even tho after reaching home from a long day of work, dealing with documents etc. Breakfast lunch dinner, its all I'm having outside, fattening? Yes, it is but there's still no choice once you're hungry :) but still, home-cooked food for dinner and ending your day off would be the best choice! :D

After sharing so much of what I have experienced and thoughts, school life and work life is a total different world :) so kids, do enjoy your schooling life before you know, you're out of school life for a 3-6 months of working life!

On a lighter note, grandma's gonna celebrate my advance 16th birthday tonight with pizzas and probably some light snacks that we're gonna packet it home tonight from outside :D special because this 16th birthday marks the end of my youth and welcome to the teen's life and there's no birthday cake too! :D

Alrighty, not gonna say so much but yepz I kind of not remembering my own birthday this year till grandma, church and my P2 cousin reminded me! HEHEHE. Forgetful because your truly is a busy lady! :)

Ps/ wordy post with many pictures! ♥
Pictures credit: tumblr :)

We're fading; lovers to friends and to strangers

2010-10-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

"I wished for you, every single night upen the pretty night sky thats filled with pretty bright stars and moon."

Work today was pretty much awesome! :) first, changed of department and I kind of know why I am in that department now cos cos cos they're lacking of people and I know this sounds kinda bad, but my supervisor looked like a witch D: sadly but truthfully saying but yeah, she looked like! (even Yirou said that)

Anyway, did sorting and stamping on alot of documents. Work till hands tired HAHA. After lunch, learnt how to scan all the documents in to the computer with that annoying scanner. Kept failing on me and yessssssssss, I HAD LOTS OF LAUGHTER IN THAT DEPARTMENT! :D unlike the previous one but still the people are the best! :D

OT-ed for 2hours plus, aftermaths went to toa payoh hub with Yirou to buy koi :) slacked around, sat down to watched the big tv hehe and we went to popular then to fairprice to buy sushi :D mrt-ed to bishan to find Cassalyn and Huimei :) took circle line home with them! :D

Alrighty, tired and long day for me today. Shall head to sleep now! Goodnight lovely awesome rocking hard people :)

In any case, if you just want to know....
You hit my mind all day long :)

Pretty earth filled with pretty creatures

2010-10-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

"So many things, so little time.
So many regrets, so many undones.
So many hopes, so many dreams.
So many chances, but we just let it slip."

HI PEEPS! :)

I know I haven't been blogging for long and I know and I know I still do have alot of pictures not yet posted up, but yep please be patient with me alright? :) 5 days of working is tough but nevertheless, people there thought me stuffs that which I didn't know :) changing department tomorrow, hopefully it will be much more fun and busier compared to my current department :)

So hey people, please do continue tagging alright? :) I will post a proper one soon and oh, had comms outing today with Mingfu, Ruixiang, Gavin, Eric, Alex, Wanyun and Mingrui(sp?). Had a awesome time of fellowship, even though its only afew of us! :)

Nightynight people! :D

Someday we still have to say goodbye

2010-10-15T21:22:00.010+08:00

When I don't deserve, when I'm not worthy enough for you....
You still held on me Lord.

HI GUYS! :) I'm having secondary school days sickness now :( the feeling kind of sucky, seriously sucky but I thank God for every single friends of mine in that school who I had lots of conflict with, arguements and etc but we managed to pulled it through together :)

Thank you all for everything, really everything. Nothing can describe how I feel now. Emotionally feeling bad D: but wellz, everything has to come to an end all the time. Nothing last forever and yep, I will miss you guys alot :(

So, graduation day was pretty much awesome! First class to went up to the stage, first class to stepped onto the new multi-purpose hall :) Mr Ong is graduating with us because he is now in a higher rank position! :D Mr Khoo gonna be the new principal I guess? :) thank You for our lovely principal for the past 4 years God.

After everything ended, we created memories in the hall with Mr Ong, Mr Ng and Mrs Chan :) awesome time! Aftermaths, went to find daddy and aunt to take a picture. Ate alittle, food was pretty alright and yep, took bus 15 home :)

I'VE FINALLY GRADUATED! :D

With Fearul:

With Mr K:

With Mr Chiang:

With Ms Yew:

Thanks daddy and aunt for coming to witness the graduation cermony ♥♥♥

If I can, I want to paint the whole universe in my bedroom

2010-10-14T00:50:00.011+08:00

13/10/2010
A sneak preview of what we did for Avinash's belated birthday celebration! :)
Marsiling MRT - Woodlands MRT - Singapore Zoo - Causeway point - Dinner at Aijisen and 168 home :)

Thankyou everyone for today's fun and laughter, really enjoyed my day with you! Apperciate every single one of you guys effort that putted in for the sandwiches, fishballs, hotdog, drinks and biscuits :)

There's still pictures coming up, so I will post them up when I get it and yep, princess 21st's part 2 will have to delayed ~ sorry! :(

You know you can't be the "perfect" person that everyone wants or asked for. The best part of you will always be your true self and never live life to please anyone.

Stolen boy

2010-10-13T07:11:00.003+08:00

They say you are the best, are you?
They say you are the limited edition, are you?
They say you are the worthy person, are you?

OH HEY GOODMORNING SUNSHINES! :D

Ok, you must be thinking why am I up so early in the morning to do a morning blog post yeah? :D HEHE. Its because today I'm going to the zoo with my cliquemates! :D pretty awesome much ya, to celebrate belated birthday for one of my cliquemate's! :)

Yup, pretty long since I last done a morning blog post :D anyway, this is a pretty short one with some pictures of me and my youngest sis so yepyep! Toodles guys, will blog more about it!

xo :)

101010 ♥♥

2010-10-10T01:16:00.004+08:00

"You are the one that build me up when I'm down,
you are the one that always there for me when I'm upset.
You are always the one that never fails to cheer me up.
You are the one that encourage me to keep on going whenever I complained that I dislike maths.
You are the one, you are the special one ♥"

HAPPY 101010 BBS! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Teenage love

2010-10-09T21:46:00.004+08:00

"Broken trust, broken heart.
Hurtful tears, painful lips."

I'm leaving you for good, and all ladies need no man.

Biggest lie ever; love

2010-10-08T20:19:00.012+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIII! :D you guys know what am I currently doing now? HEHE. Ok, I'm currently like half revising for my last paper which is DnT and talking to LEHO! :D (shall tell you who is LEHO at the end of my post :D) so yepyep, DnT paper's this coming Monday and I can officially say HI TO MY FREEDOM at 3pm! :D

Maths paper 2 today was awesome, not as what I expected but it was pretty much fine :) did finished the paper and I still got time to count how many marks I will get HEHE. Those possible ones only and I think I'm gonna get wrong for some of my 1 mark questions! :( why you treat me like this maths paper 2? D: anywayz, there's no point emoing now hehe cos its overrrr! :D yes, its OVER :D (means I don't have to headache over maths questions again) paper ended at 9.30am and art students said HI to freedom while I'm like kind of nervous for my DnT paper >:

LAST paper anyway so gonna give my best shot :D after paper ended, slacked in school for awhile and I went to bought breakfast cum lunch for grandma and sec 2 cousin :) reached home, ate alittle, rested awhile, comp-ed and then went to take a short nap. Supposed to wake up at 2pm to prepare and go out meet clique but I couldn't wake up and Huimei texted me that they postpone the interview to another day :) awesome much! :D

Zoo this coming Wednesday with cliquemate to celebrate Avinash's birthday and oh, today is his birthday! So, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D enjoyed while it last and wooo, 1 month 1 day more to my birthdayz :D excited for it but guessed its gonna be a boring one? :D HEHEHE. Kind of nervous for Monday's paper now >: hopefully it will be easy easy easy..... *pray*

Kayz, I'm gonna post up the Hari Raya's + Ivy's 21st pictures in this post and I will post up the swimming day's with youngest cousin the next post? :) oh, there's part 2 for Ivy's 21st birthday pictures so stay tune too! :D

Princess's 21st (Part 1):

Hari Raya at Fearul's:

LEHO, stop f-ing your life and stop sighing like one piggggggg! :D HEHEHE. Cheerup and she will reply your textes soon lah! Don't emo nemo kay cos I'm here for you :D CHEEEEEEEEEEERUP! *pat shoulder* :D

LEHO = Bryan Ho Ho the pig! :D

I bet if I give all my love then nothings gonna tear us apart

2010-10-04T18:08:00.003+08:00

“To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free.”

Shitty paper today, everything was shit. Repeated questions, rushed through afew questions and ended up giving shit answers. Nothing turns our right today, shitty first half but I'm gonna make the next half of the day good.

God, thank You for giving me this day and I know You will make it out right and I'm gonna give praise to You still. Thank You and I know You will give me the bestest results I deserved. Love You always, all the time. Amen!

PS/ I will post up the pictures for hari raya + Ivy's 21st soon! :D

No one, just practically no one would care that much

2010-10-02T01:28:00.003+08:00

To think of school, practically kills me alittle for now because I can't believe I'm gonna leave this school in 13 days time and I'm gonna miss waking up at 5.10am just to prepare for school. Getting nagged by grandma every single morning without fail to get out of the house at 6.50am. Recesses with clique, those arguement we had for the past 4 years. Being in 1A, 2A, 3A, 4A. Classmates of the same group of people for 4 years.

Throwing paper balls during lessons time, laughing at those jokes that my teachers or class entertainers had made. "Yay" together when we see a relieve teacher coming in. How we mock at each other. Memories; be it good or bad, it had finally formed a big puzzle. Everything is just so purely great, nothing could really describe my feeling now even as I'm typing, I'm thinking of the classroom, everyone in class, how we threw paperballs and getting in groups to play hands games or gossiping :)

Getting into troubles, being late for assembly; teacher-in-charge will always called out our class and we will be stared by the whole level, late for the next lessons, slacked in the washroom with the girls, going out for lunch after school with cliquemates. 2 awesome new classmates joined us for almost 1 year. Really gonna miss secondary school, for sure during teachers day I will be back and meet my classmates again!

2007 - 2010, St. Hilda's Secondary School is where I've met my awesome cliquemates, my awesome classmates, awesome friends who've bought me to church, awesome CCA team, awesome CCA coach and teacher, awesome ex-teachers, awesome CCA seniors, awesome bunch of my batch people! :D

If my heart was a house

2010-09-30T01:42:00.008+08:00

"After the rain, there's always a rainbow."
Thank You God for the peace that You have put into my heart, my family :)

Yepyep so HIIIIIIIIII, yesterday (29/09/10) I met up with JiejieSieow! Finally like after I don't know how long I haven't been seeing her, probably afew weeks hehe so yeah, we met up at Eunos MRT station at 3.35pm and I was the one who is obviously late because before that I went to bought lunchie for my grandma ^^

Met up, walked over to the salon and went to find my hairstylist! :) Trimmed my fringe, it looked much much much and I meant MUCH better now! Seriously prefered my short fringe now because long fringe tends to itch my eyes alot and I couldn't focus much on my doings :( HEHE so thank God for hairstylist! Jiejie accompanied me aftermaths, we were supposed to go Tampines by bus but I didn't know where's the bus stop (ok, I know I'm stupid thats because I always went there with my aunt hehehehe) and you know what we did? :D we walked almost half of Eunos ok! We ran across 2 streets, risking our life to the vehicles LOL!

Finally found the bus stop and I was hoping that the bus stop would just have buses that goes to Tampines haha so it did have buses thats gonna go Tampines! :) awesome much, so we took bus 21 and camwhore in the bus :) reached, we walked over to Tampines mall to get our tickets for "Grown ups" slacked awhile at kopitiam, drank tehbing with jiejie! :D at 5.05pm, we walked over to the cinema to buy the combo of the week and we headed in to the cinema.

Movie: Grown ups!

Pretty much a funny show! Couldn't really enjoyed the movie because of some inconsiderate people thats sitting behind me and jie. Really annoying but still I enjoyed my movie when they are not that noisy! ^^

Rate: 4.5/5
I recommend you people to watch it if you haven't! :)

After movie, we are supposed to catch a proper dinner but we didn't instead we went to Frolick to have a short chat and thats our dinner :D walked around Tampines 1 after that, went into shops and out and in HAHA! Walked back to tampines mall, went in precious moment, artbox, mini bits, the shops that sells hair clips and etc and xcraft to buy our friendship band because I kept complaining that I felt "naked" without my friendship band thats jie had made for me so this time round we bought it! :D

Oh, when we are walking out of the shop that sells hair clips and etc, I'm keeping my cash and suddenly my right elbow hitted the glass panel and its uberly loud till I guessed the customers and the sales girls stared at me. Omg, I hope I didn't break the glass and my elbow was like in a great pain and for a moment, I couldn't straighten my arm :( yessssss, its that bad and my elbow part turn red and when my elbow hit the glass panel thing, jie got a shocked too! HAHAHAHA. Anyway yeah, I'm clusmy :(

Walked walked and walked, we camwhore somemore and around 9.30pm we left Tampines! :) overall, I enjoyed my day and yep, I love jiejie very very much! :D

One song to end my post:

Ps/ I will upload the pictures of us going to Fearul's place for Hari Raya soon (provided if I don't forget!) :D

XOXO

Get over with yourself

2010-09-28T18:30:00.003+08:00

Just wish this life could be pretty much easier, there's no rush hours, there's no time. How I wish, there's no sense of urgency. I wanna live a much slower life, maybe Australia might sounds good here now.

I need to get away, for more space. Missing life with you, cos you are the only thing that can make me grew stronger each day to live life and face life and be more confidence in whatever I'm gonna do.

Because of You, I have found my hope.

When the whole thing practically turns

2010-09-27T19:58:00.004+08:00

For once, ignore this post. I'm gonna rant so this just gonna be bullshit, don't mind my vuglarities (if I do have any) cos I'm gonna repent myself real hard after this. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO RANT!!!!

One: I don't know how and I don't know what should I say then you really will get my words into your brain. Seriously, she's getting on my nerves or should I just say, she already got on my nerves that I felt like shouting at her already yet you still said you're gonna be patient towards her. For God's sake, she's just trying to test your patient. She don't allowed you to shower and don't allowed you to hang up the call plus still want to say she would cry or be sad when you hang up. You even told her nicely that you will call her back when you going out later. Why wouldn't she just understands you? Really, IF I were you, I'm just gonna call her and ask for break up. Not just I felt that way, even 2 of my friends felt that you should just break up with her. I don't want to say her, cos I want to give you face but she's really getting on my nerves. Immature, childish, unreasonable. For once, I want to see how you could tolerate her childishness and everything. I really want to see, I really want to know whether will you both last. She's gonna climb till the top of your head one day, and you gonna blow out everything till she can't take it. Trust me, you want give her experience, you give then I wouldn't even want to freaking bother about it. I'm washing my hands the both of you cos you wouldn't just care my feelings.

"Relationships do not need promises, terms, and conditions. It just needs two wonderful people; one who can be trusted and one who can understand."

Two: Another immature kid, sec 5 already still want to gossips behind people's back. Seriously, if you wanna say me and him couple, then said it right in our face. I or rather we, don't need your comments. So what we are that close? Only couples can be THAT close? Can't we be CLOSE friends? You know whats CLOSE friends? Please, if you are CLOSE friends with one of the guys in your school means you both are in a relationship? C'mon, what century are you living at now? Don't so kiddo brain can not? Freaking childish you know? If I were there, I freaking promised I would give you one tight slap and ask you to stfu and gtfo. Try me, you better freaking don't cross the line. If not, you just wait and then you freaking seriously see what he or me would do to you. You idiot, better NOT cross our limit and just cos of YOU, I'm losing one CLOSE friends.

FREAKING IDIOTS! I can't freaking be bothered, and I don't know why am I so bothered about this two stuffs till I'm crying now. Seriously, can someone just put themselves into my shoes? *slap face*

I'm trying hard to stay alive in this cruel world

2010-09-15T20:01:00.005+08:00

Girls, you just need to love yourself more and stop putting to much love in the guy that you loved :)

And a random kickside, I want to have a room of my own like this:

but its kind of impossible though 'cause my house is as messy as like I-don't-know-what so yeah, this shall be my future room or this shall be the future room of my daughter's hehehe.

School's getting so far so good, I'm getting the hang of it even though we're still in the middle of having N's :) School's gonna be over soon in 2 weeks, offically (I meant for proper lessons only)! Yup, am not gonna deny that I'm gonna miss those teachings by my teachers from sec1 till now. Good old 3 years in St. Hilda's :) not gonna miss out, grad day! I'm gonna mizz my clique too, thats obviously hehe. Through thick and thins, we've survived! ^^

当两个人真心相爱, 共同流下的欢喜眼泪, 也会是甜的.

A day like you is like a day without food, feeling empty

2010-09-13T17:04:00.009+08:00

"Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish."

"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."

"Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle, rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be."

"We forget, sometimes, how much the world can hurt. It can hurt people we love, people we don't, people caught in the middle, even people who would give anything if they could just never, ever get hurt again. But sometimes the hurt can't be avoided. It's just coming at us and can't be stopped, it's in us and can't be seen, or is lying next to us in the dark waiting. But sometimes it doesn't come at all. Sometimes, we get this other thing that flutters down out of nowhere and stays just long enough to give us hope. Sometimes but rarely, barely, but just when we need it the most and expect it the least, we get a break."

You are just like a thing that I couldn't have in my whole entire life.

The same love that makes me laugh makes me cry

2010-09-02T20:03:00.005+08:00

"Everyone in this world is searching, finding, a hand to hold; a shoulder to lend on."

School's getting more and more boring every single day. Probably is 'cause Ns getting closer and closer to us as each day passes by.

Had 30mins of HR today, left with 1hr of DNT and I'm totally bored to death in class. Almost fell asleep but struggled to kept myself awake with people texting me in class :) 30mins of maths after that, Mdm Tey didn't came today again. Continued with last monday's worksheet. Pretty boring during maths.

Recessed, 1hr of CPA. Mr Chia went through the answers for the worksheets and before that Mrs Tan came in to brief us and wish us luck for the 13 sept's CPA practical paper. I'm pretty confident that I will do well so yepppp! HEHE. Classed ended and then we had 2hrs of english and EBS today? Mr K let us practice our LC. Duration time for the LC in total was 1hr, gonna really try to endure during the actual. After that, Mr K went through answers and then he gave us 6 stacks of english papers to practice on our own.

After school, slacked awhile in school and then me, Barbara, Edwin, Yirou and Avinash headed down to mac at tampines central there to study. Slacked, and watched them eat. Steal some fries from them hehehehe. Waited for Amos and Aaron and then we started studying :) unproductive tho! I only managed to finished 1 paper when I'm aim to finish 2 papers urgh. Slacked and chatted till 5pm, walked to library's bus stop with Yirou and she accompanied me to wait for bus and home sweet home :)

Things to do after N levels:

Find a job
Reborn hair
Dress hunting with Car! :)
Re-organize my time
Go out with CousinNg again :)

Pretty much till then, I won't be updating much. 4 more days till the actual N levels, shall focus and get back to blogging once I'm almost done with N levels! :) xxxx

A broken piece of heart its which had felt love

2010-08-25T14:53:00.004+08:00

Before I blog, I want to share a comic with you guys that I got it from tumblr :D

(Click to enlarge if you can't see those words :))

ALRIGHT, SO HEY! School was pretty awesome with my clique around hehe. Every english periods and EBS periods, we are pratically doing lots of other school's english paper 2 papers. Literally, I've learnt alot and hopefully I'm pretty ready for it! :)

So, during HR today.......
Mr sham let us sees our prelim 2 results! :) OH MY GOSH OMG I just can't freaking believed myself that I've got 3As! :D yes, freaking 3Aces! :D super uber happy to the max, well.... I gotta boast up more on my english and especially maths tho I've improved :)

Mrs sui came in to talk to us for awhile, we had english for 2 periods and EBS for 2 periods. Mr K spammed us with 2 english exams papers. Finished, recessed bought foods back into class hehehehe. Had CPA, but Mr chia wasn't here so Mr yak took over and we did some worksheet and hand it up :)

Lunch after school with clique and that pretty sums up my day! :) AND OH, FT ISLAND CAME OUT WITH THEIR SECOND NEW ALBUM! WOOOOOOOOOO, AM A SUPER HAPPY GIRL TODAY ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Even twitter came out:

One of their song:

UBER LUV MY DAY TODAY! (hugs)

PS/ 明明两个人都是相爱的, 为什么不要在一起?

When the pain strikes you badly

2010-08-11T18:21:00.012+08:00

09 aug 2010

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Went out to celebrate with Sab, Guowei and Bernard :) Bernard drove to northpoint to fetch Sab and Guowei and aftermaths he drove down to whitesands to fetch me. Bought some food to eat, then we headed down to bugis to park the car.

Walked from bugis to suntec to hunt for our dinner :) myself and Guowei had Subway for dinner and Bernard had Carls junior's fries for dinner. Bought and we walked all the way to Marine to find Guowei's friend.

Before that, Bernard drove all the way down to Suntec and then Guowei suddenly asked "eh, why are we in Suntec?" 'cause we are supposed to head down to Geylang lor 33 to get Guowei's cam stuff. Lolllllll, but ended up Bernard drove down to Geylang lor 33 then he got his cam stuff too.

Then, we headed down to bugis and from there we walked all the way to marine. From marine, we went to somewhere near padang and not long after, the people marched in and then the fireworks started! Totally can feel padang tho I wasn't at there hehe ^^ aftermaths, we slacked around there for awhile and then spammed alittle bit of photos. Had lots of fun and laughter with them :B

Trained back to bugis as we are like damn lazy to walk back, then went to get Bernard's car and he drove us down for beancurd ended up, nobody wants to eat HAHA! Tham called me, Bernard drove me back, then Guowei and Sabrina :) totally love my day with them! :D

10 aug 2010
East coast park with clique was uber fun! :) but the worst part of the day was that, when I'm on the blade, I fell and slided through the rough ground D: sorry Aaron!

Everything went rather badly after that for me. I kept asking them to help me to buy plain water and tissues. Kept pouring cold water over and trying to keep my wound clean :/

Went over to the 24hr clinic and the doctor ran out of dressing -.- total payment was 23bucks, with only 2 days of MC and a cream. Walked over to fairprice to get the dressing and everything, then went opposite to sat down and clean my wound and then get the dressing done by myself. Waited for Yirou and the rest to walked over.

Avinash, Amos and Aaron, the 3As got lost in ECP. Nice right? HAHA! Then we kind of like suan them for awhile and we walked over to PP for dinner :) Aaron, Amos, Avinash, Edwin and myself had MOS burger for the dinner, while Yirou, Huimei, Nan and Barbara went food court for dinner :) met them outside the entrance, and we went home in different ways.

11 aug 2010
Gave school amiss due to my knee D: had alittle infection. Rested at home all day long and went over to whitesands just now to bought dressing and stuffs for tomorrow school useage. Knee got alittle swollen due to the wound and I can barely walk D: guess am really gonna miss school tomorrow again.

Grandma suggested uncle to fetch me to the clinic later to see the doctor. Gonna have injection and I don't want it T_T I scared waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! But I hope everything's gonna be fine after the injection like what my grandma said D:

Its just like my wound, everything gonna be numb after the injection

PS/ Picture post once I've gotten the pictures from Avinash :)

You love, you die and the wheels on the bus go round and round

2010-08-07T07:53:00.010+08:00

Once in awhile, you got to send somebody a smile! :D

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HEYYYYYYYYYYYY! How was national day celebration for everyone yesterday with school? :) well, different school celebrates differently so I shall update how my school celebrated yesterday! :D

Woke up early in the morning, getting alittle lazy to prepared for school but I thought I would give it a try to go school and not skipping school so, I went to prepared and left house for school with a willing heart :) outside school, saw Huimei and I walked in to school with her. Went back to class, chit chatted, high and went down for assembly with pe attire LOL.

After watching the Singapore flag got marched in, singing national day and saying the pledge, sang two community songs, saying the recollection, hearing one speech and yep, we continued with our debrief by various teachers for the activity! :)

Sec1 went on a learning journey, sec2 went east coast park for beach cleaning, sec3 were still in OBS having fun (HAHA!) while the sec4s and 5s went to the nearby blocks near school to collect newspapers and old clothings etc. Had a total fun with my classmates tho only half the class came :) after finished two and a half blocks, we walked to the collection point and then we walked back to school. Slacked awhile, Mr sham bought us drinks and around 10plus we were released :D went out of school, slack slack. Walked to T1, bought bubble tea and some food. Supposed to go ikea but we changed plan and we walked to TM to buy lunches and up to the open space to had lunch due to everywhere's there's no space for us -.-

Home-ed after that! :D

Reached home, slack slack till 5plus pm. Went to prepare myself to meet Eliza and Munho for buffet. Reached, waited awhile for the both of them to come. Went in the jap restaurant for buffet :)

Aftermaths, we went down to 4th floor and we stood there to stoned for quite awhile ended up, we walked back up to 5th floor to slacked awhile. I kept plucking Munho's leg hairs and I kept pulling Eliza's hair hehehehehehe. So funny! :D Finished slacking, we walked to the bus stop and home we went :)

Thats sums up my day yesterday and yep, I totally had fun! :D can't wait for 10 aug to come as I'm gonna go out with my clique again to east coast park to blade and cycle! HEHE ^^ I'm gonna enjoy my long weekends! :) meanwhile, just gonna recharge myself for tomorrow till Tuesday and for the rest of the week next week! :D

Ps/ come to think of it, I do really have tall classmates and friends! :)

You are just like the sun and I'm just like the moon, we can never collide

2010-08-04T18:20:00.003+08:00

"Because when you stay strong, you will tends to build yourself up even more :)"

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School was fun fun fun, I don't know why but I just thought that school was fun whenever my clique was around :) we did lota stupid stuffs, we got together in tables to doodles and oh, whenever we got free time, we would play tap tap hands that Fearul teaches us how to play :D

Reached school early in the morning, talk and crap with clique again with Aaron and Shafiq LOL. Stepped on Avinash's shoes and dirty his pants with my shoes hehehe, ended up he grabbed my legs and I pinched him till there's a small scar D: SORRY!

Before assembly starts, Mr Sham came in and then we headed to the hall but ended up we walked out of the hall and headed down to creativity hall for some talk. Had a talk by Mrs Sui and she sum up our 4 years of journey with St. Hilda's sec :) indeed, it was really a great memories to remember tho I missed out sec1 camp 'cause I had chicken pox and sec3 camp 'cause of my knee.

After HR, we had english with Mr K! Practiced paper 2, chit chatted and he told us our overall marks for prelim 1 and 2 :) I've improved but still aiming for A! HEHE. Recessed, every stalls were having long Qs so ended up having bread lol. CPA, we went comp lab to do the survey regarding about the talk we had in HR today and aftermaths, Mr Chia let us surfed till lessons ended :) in conclusion, the only time our class was doing work is only during english lessons! :)

School ended, walked over to back gate to meet Barbara's sister, Amandis! They played with 2 kittens, and we walked over to TM. Otw, saw Avinash's mom and she joined us for lunch :) before that Huimei, Edwin and I went over to x-craft then to mini toons to get a handphone keychain. Bought, headed down to level 1 to met them back and waited for Nan and Tingying.

Went over kopitiam to had our lunch, chit chatted, laughed, crap and joke alot. After that, I went off first to met my aunt and yep, thats when I ended my day with my clique hehe ^^ totally love you people! :D

Pretty much love Wednesday, because its the time I can have fun with clique during school time and the most slackest day ever! (oh, that include Friday too!)

I'd swim an ocean for you

2010-07-28T17:06:00.003+08:00

"I could had got it done better."

Updates:

Prelim 2 down!
Got back on EL, MT and CPA papers
Finally finished my artefact
Tuition tuition and more tuitions
East coast park with clique on 26th July '10
Dinner and tau huay with Grace, Mich, BenAw, Bernard, Joshua, Eric, Boonxiong and Yee yee :)

Basically, life's been pretty much busy for me. This whole week am packed, gonna missed out on Kris's party :( but on the other hand, am gonna have a blast of 2 days of fop and 1 day of CHC's anni! :) MT oral tomorrow, hopefully its gonna be easy *cross finger real hard*

PS/ A proper post soon, promise!

Live on to dreams

2010-07-22T15:56:00.004+08:00

The one and only thought I had today with me was,
"what do I want to become or work as in the near future or even after Uni?"

Often yes, I do tell people I want to become a businesswoman because I do have the talent etc but came to think of it again, I do finds business are getting more and more common each day. Singapore is small, everything in the marketplace are common.

But the only thing I want to is, I do have plans, I planned nicely and hopefully I do get on track after my N level ends because there is where I start to know, I'm getting on track nicely and neatly. I don't want my family to get worried because I couldn't get a job or anything, all in all in conclusion, I wants to be a successful woman ;)

"Every second you spend thinking about someone else's dreams you take time away from your own."

Sometimes, its good to runaway

2010-07-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

HEYLO! :)

Prelim 2 period are still on, but thank God that I pulled through my major subjects which are EBS, english, MT and maths!

English paper 1 were pretty good, but just that there's alot of writings to be done which I hate it the most HAHA! Paper 2 was good, I like the form filling part hehehe and Mr K mixed mathematics with it lo! Ended up, he told us not to do the seven percent thinggy haha.

MT paper was the best though I've got not as much confidence as compared to the last time for my MT paper as I felt that I did badly for it but still, am having the little hope in it ;) 30mins paper, and recess. After recess, we had EBS! Almost everyone stayed in class to studied and turned out, the paper was H A R D which explains why everyone complains after the paper :D

Mathematics paper was great, I like paper 2 but not paper 1 though! >:( Am quite surprised that paper 1 is harder then paper 2 and I'm like stuck at those stupid maths scales questions. Maths is sucha waste of time for me. I practiced so hard, in the end everything came out almost the same like prelim 1 -.- totally no difference, and I was expecting trigo to come out plz! Stupid stupid stupid tsk.

Oh oh, computer application practical paper totally made me pissed off! Stupid comps and printers failed on me, kept making me redo-ing my chart and everything. Damn stupid and Yirou were like complaining that I made so much of noise, sorry :( stupid, and ended up I didn't managed to finish off my mail merge which I can score! Urgh, stupid stupid and hopefully I will do well for my theory paper (cross finger real hard)

Tomorrow is dnt paper and yay, friday will be the last paper of all! ;) I can't wait I can't wait and I totally do not have the national day's mood anymore even though I still hear the national day's songs once in a while on youtube. RHD today and I'm really quite glad that Mr Wee asked us not to wear any traditional clothes 'cause we ain't gonna celebrate 'cause of exams but the other schools are still celebrating though hehehe ^^

Alright, had a long day today. I shall go and sleep now, goodnight world! xxx.

Though we are miles apart

2010-07-12T17:03:00.004+08:00

2 weeks ago, sunday I went out for dinner with CK, Mich, Grace, BenAw, Yee, Jeremy, Bernard and Tham! :)

We went anchorpoint to have dinner at Jack's place, aftermaths we walked into ikea and then I went to bought 2 currypuffs! After about 2mins, me and Mich "disturb" Yee's macbook HAHAHAHA. Damn funny, we kept taking photos using photobooth and all sort of pictures came out.

After ikea, we went to have tau huay! Our all time favourite dessert but now abit boring already 'cause every week we've been craving for that out of the sudden and thankyou BenAw for sending me home after every dinner! 2 rides home from him so far, thankyou thankyou :D

Photos:

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SPAIN WON THE WORLD CUP!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

PS/ 1 down! :)

For you, a thousand time over

2010-07-07T20:01:00.004+08:00

Time to count your blessings! ;)

PS/ I will update a post on the outing last week!
PSS/ Gen, time to sort out your thinking.

I don't want to break your heart

2010-07-01T11:45:00.005+08:00

Yay hi people, I'm back to posting after awhile! :) First first first, I WANT TO WISH YOU GUYS A HAPPY JULYYYYYYYYYY!

This past few days been fine, worked for the last week of June from 21st - 23rd June :) super awesome working time with AK people! Enjoyed, shall blog :D

21June2010, day 1!
Reported to Rossanna, put down our stuffs and then did partnering! Partner with Samantha, the most awesome hyper girl I've known in AK :D Did admin stuffs after that, went out to line the kids into 2s and then bring them into the hall.

Settled them down, and then Ramesh did an opening for the coaches ;) we danced "nobody" for the kids and after that we did self intro to all the kids and yep, we went to our own group :D (fyi, the kids doesn't knows their group in the first place) yeah, then after that we had group breakouts, did our group cheer, dance and poster!

Had lots of fun, tiring but worth the time 'cause the kids I'm controling is uber cute to the max! Lunch time, every kids are like trying not to complain 'cause they were teached on not to complain, no blaming and no excuses! :) funny, but yeah they were all hungry kids haha.

22June2010, day 2!
Woke up pretty much early, had coaches debrief and then went out to take our kids attandance! Settle them down and they had programmes and lots of fun. We learnt how to do the sexy chicken dance, the madagascar dance, the chiwawa dance and alot more! Had alot of coaches briefing inbetween the session, so didn't really sit in alot to listen but I guess most of the time when we sat in, we sat in to listen the most important part of all :)

Lunch time, they finished it all! Pretty much love miggling around, going to the washroom and vending machines. Talked alot to them, laughed alot with them and yeah, I had this kid who is seriously love attentions but once I told him that I'm gonna buy him mentos the next day if he behave himself well, then I would give him. Yep, he behaved himself very well even for the next day! :)

23June2010, day 3!
Yes, its the last day! Can't bear to leave my kids, but I told myself that I'm gonna put in my best best best effort to teach them whatever I can impart to them for the super last day. Continued doing the mindmapping, did the maths worksheet and yep, before that YY brief us on what to do to teach the kids.

Sat in for the maths sessions, did some questions and explained to the kids. I tried, but yeah hopefully they understand what am I saying :) had MT session, coaches gather around and trying out how to explain to the kids on how to draw the meaning and the word together - link them together. Prepared for lunch, and standby. Kids out, gave out lunch, finished lunch, made them did the mindmapping and the link words system work. Thats when the coaches started whacking the kids real hard; shouted non-stop.

Had the next session, coaches briefing etc. Sat in, listen, gather to collect the kids certs and aftermaths, we had alittle short session with the kids and thats how the day ended with my kids but not with the coaches. Regretted not taking photos with my kids :( coaches gather, had a coaches talk and say what we had takeaway from this 3days sessions. Pretty much real fun, I enjoyed working with my IC, group 5 and 7 coach! ;) ended my day, with quite alot of coaches photos and the bus ride with Jerrald, Jessica, Shuying, Elise, Alief, Muzz and Chrystal! xxxxx.

Oh, if you didn't know what was I working as, is the 3days PSLE senimar held at RP :)!

PS/ 11 days more to prelim 2.
PSS/ 1 month more to major exam.

Nobody can

2010-06-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

I just don't understand whats on adult's mind.

We would see rainbow after rain

2010-06-18T23:20:00.007+08:00

My childhood times pictures :)

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So yay, finally my temperature is down! From 39.2 to 37.8 :) I know the temp is pretty much scary and my grandma scared it might just hit 40degree anytime so she prepared to call my dad but thank God, my temp went down and its a MAJOR down! (Rarely my temp will go major down)

Today was just like any other school holidays. Pretty boring and yes, you might had guessed it... I skipped school! Rotted at home, and kept eating half of the food. I mean like, a piece of bread, I just ate half. Totally no appetite to eat, I'm not sure why either. Hooked up to the computer using tumblr, twitter and facebook. Been liking status and etc, all the while.

Pretty no life, I know but thats what a person do without doing anything else, right? :) Facebook and twitter been rather active and hyper today. Not sure why, but I guess everyone's bored at home? Ohwellz, thats life!

Anyway, food food and food today. I just hate it when I'm already fat, and I still ate -_- Whinned to Dhinesh about mac, 'cause I was craving for a apple pie and on twitter, Myfan was craving for nuggets and suddenly I'm craving for 2 apple pies and 1 medium milo. Omg I know right, thats alot! Buttttttttt, ended up I didn't 'cause I don't want to satisfy my food-cravings all the time 'cause if I do, I would be pampering myself all the time already.

So, mac is outta my mind around 3pm? Then I went to ate half of the chocolate bar that I've leftover from yesterday's. Twitter again and around evening, Dhinesh got curry chicken for dinner! Omg and I was like telling him, "why do you always have awesome food?" and he replied, "'Cause I'm awesome?" Ok, that was so omgosh.

Hungry hungry hungry, but I didn't ate much and thats so annoying! Well, one reason might be 'cause I'm sick and I didn't had the appetite to do so, if not I will be ordering mac with cousins already LOL.

Current doing: talking to Kristopher on the MSN and we're like talking about stuffs from yesterday and it makes me missed yesterday's fun! I don't know why, but I just loved yesterday alot. Really, ALOT ALOT ALOT :D

Sometimes in life, we do stupid things. You know why? 'Cause I literally walked into the walls yesterday! Yes, literally. Like damn stupid only right? Ya lah, I know 'cause I was sick and my brain wasn't functioning properly. HAHAHA! I told Kristopher about this and he frigging laughed at me -_-

Ok whatever, I'm having a itchy heart to do those letters in tumblr that Sab and Mich had did. Maybe I should, to kill time but I don't want to spam others dashboard on the second thought HAHA!

Combine CG outing tomorrow to ECP with I don't know what cell so pray real hard that tomorrow it will be a super sunshine day with no rain! We're gonna enjoy tomorrowwwwwwwww hehehe ^^ Cycling, rollarblading, spamming photos and yay, breakfast together tomorrow too!

Shall go MSN with Jolyn sissy and her friend now, goodbye! :D

It will never be the same, again

2010-06-17T19:56:00.003+08:00

I'm taking this time to updating my dear blog ;)

Alright, now I'm at Dhinesh's place with Kris and Lorraine and yeah, they're watching movie while I'm using Kris's MAC.

Pretty much fun today, went to school which bore me out for the whole morning. Couldn't take it so went back home during lunch break. I know, I lied to teacher saying that I got tuition :( I felt bad about it, guilty...

Went to Bishan straight to meet up with Dhinesh, Kris and Lorraine. Mos burger for lunch, NTUC to buy some stuffs and came straight to Dhinesh's place. Had a super early dinner 'cause I was having gastrict. Had bar chor mee, and its pretty screwed up 'cause I'm having headache and I couldn't remember what I don't want to put in inside the bar chor mee so yup, I had a screwed up dinner plus it wasn't full at all -.-

Back to Dhinesh's and Kris went to bought bubble tea for himself and I, aftermaths, came back, chit chatted, watched some videos. Its pretty funny but I couldn't laugh 'cause of the stupid flu, fever and bad headache.

Ohwell, I should join them for the movie now if not I will sleep :) Bye people, enjoy your week hehe and I can't wait for this week duty! :D

[Edited @ 11:40pm]
Finally reached home, I totally hate myself for getting sick D: Urgh! Anyway, I shall crash into bed now, so goodnight people! xxx.

Ps/ I shall upload my childhood times photos soon! :)

You are the sunshine in my life

2010-06-15T02:31:00.008+08:00

Helloooooo, ok I'm back to my sup-erhero mainly because quite afew of people are complaining to me that they can't read my livejournal, plus I don't want them to create a livejournal just to add me :)

Went shopping with my lovely cousin Ng today (14 June 2010)! Happy to the max, because I managed to get a new pair of new heels and my forever21 wallet :) I love it to the maxxxxx, even though for the wallet, there's ain't sales but still, love it!! XXX. The feeling of, finally I can get to shop its damn shiok! You felt like you're in heaven hehe ^^

Anyway, we went Somerset - Orchard - Somerset and City Hall!

Walked around 313's F21 and to my surprise, its rather disappointing 'cause its 4 storeys high and the clothings there are like seriously.... No difference! Strolled around F21, then we went to Mitjsu(sp?) and some other random shoes shops to find pretty heels.

Aftermaths, we went over to Orchard, Wisma's F21 to find the wallet and cousin bought a studded bag which looked super uber chio and I bought my wallet ^^ Happy ladies! Walked to ION, went to Rubis and the heels there are like pretty pretty and shiny too but it doesn't has my size and its only 20bucks when the actual price is like 50bucks per heels? Good deal right!! HAHAHAHA.

Walked and walked around ION. Seriously too big already, so cousin and I went back to 313's Mitjsu(sp?)'s shop to try on the heels again. Think twice, thought thrice, post on facebook to ask people... Suggestions and suggestions, ended up we bought the heels we wanted! :D I bought it despite knowing that I would get naggings from grandma 'cause the heels are pretty and its super worth the price ;)

Walked around 313 again, and we headed down to Bugis to had our dinner :) Supposed to go Sakae for dinner but ended up we went Swensen's for dinner! Awesome dinner with cousin since we last had a proper dinner together! Photos spammed, and its super uber unglam! LOLLLLLLLL.

After dinner, we went to arcarde for awhile to play 2rounds of DDR and aftermaths cousin went home while I went to the Airport to find Dhinesh, Sean, Imran and Kristopher to send Wayne's off to Korea! :D Slacked at Coffee bean for awhile and we headed back home :)

Omg I am totally amazed with Dhinesh's trick!

Pictures: (More pictures @ Michelle's facebook)

Tomorrow I'm going to school early in the morning for dnt, tuition in the afternoon and in the evening am attending Xiuyin's contest with Chunfeng and co. at Mediacorp! :) Am excited and Myfan is abit mad now! She installed something new into her's BB and she told me that thinggy is too cool for her till she can't sleep! LOL, what is this? HAHAHAHAHA. Funny lady and my leader is abit LMAO too!! He got a shocked for his marketing result and he MSN-ed me!

Funny people I have in my life! :) If you would ask me do I love my current life now? I would say, "I am totally in love with my life because I knew alot of awesome people in my life and they taught me how to stand strong and most importantly, I know my God!" XXX.

Too much to say, but this is the content! More pictures tomorrow (hopefully), goodnight and baiz humanz!

A place with a fresher air

2010-06-08T23:52:00.003+08:00

Everyone needs a break, yes I mean break. I wants my breaks too, been caught up with school stuffs lately and I find myself being a human that I can't take it anymore.

I need to breathe, I'm not any robot.

Anyway, I've need my own personal space. Moving on to livejournal, but I will still keep my lovely sup-erhero with me, for memories and you can choose to or not to relink me :)

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Bye sup-erhero, xxx

Confession

2010-06-01T14:06:00.009+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIII PEEPO, AM BACK! :D

Hokay, finally finally finally, Asia Conference had ended even though I'm still having the Asia Conference's fever haha. Ushered for 3days straight was wow tiring to the max! Like really and I salute every ushers that are down the whole week, including Monday and Tuesday's support! Really really, it was a tough battle but everyone had fun! :)

Every sessions was super awesome, especially Reinhard Bonnke's, A. R. Bernard's and Dr. Cho's :) Their sessions was really power to the max, even sitting at Hall 10, I can feel the strong presence! Had a total good sessions for 3days straight. Closing session was real awesome! Had fun with the ushers in Hall 10 and thanks for popping the balloons HAHAHA. Awesome night, really awesome.

After everything ended, briefing and walked back to Hall 8 to helped out alittle and took group photo with group16 and wooo, all the ushers are like standing infront of Hall 8, hypering like mad and people are like hypering up with us too haha! Ran to Hall 7 to find Ivory, then took afew group photos and walked back to Hall 8 to helped out with logis :D

Packed and etc, home-ed at 1am :)

We will stand strong because we believe and have confidence in our own church, our own pastor. We believe, CHC won't do this kind of things and the media are just plain childish and jealous to CHC. Believe and confess, WE ARE GONNA CONQURE!

You promise that you'd be here whenever I need you

2010-05-26T20:21:00.005+08:00

"In life, people do turn their's back against you, you just have to accept it."

Last day of school today, finally but I don't feel my holiday mood :/ Probably am stressing myself too much, even my form and co-form said that. Results today and yeah, finalized, I got 11points for my L1B2 :( I don't know whether to feel sad or happy, but...... I thank God for the deserving point and results though its damn suckish to the max.

Yesterday, celebrated Nanthinyi's birthday at Seoul garden. Totally broke to the max D: Supposed to buy a cake for her, to celebrate with her, ended up, everyone treated her Seoul garden haha. We laughed and we talked damn alot, like literally alot :D

After spending hours at there, (and I skipped my tuition with my tutor's permission hehe) we went to open plaza to slacked and chat and had fun with each other! Photos, photos and videos! I promised the videos are like damn screwed. Slacked and play till 7plus pm, we left there :) I went Expo for duty, chitchat with people and I was being "freeze" down there haha. Uber cold and I borrowed Yongbiao's jacket :)

Around 10plusplus, left there with Yongbiao, headed home, shower, used laptop for awhile and slept :)

I don't know why am I feeling this way, probably its all my insecurities D:
I don't wanna say out, but I guessed, I still do have feelings for you.

Pleasure of love last for a moment but pain of love last for a lifetime

2010-05-24T13:05:00.004+08:00

"If you don't want people to judge you, then you better don't judge them first."

This world is fair (at least for somethings), though sometimes people do keep complaining that this world ain't fair. I don't know why, why do we have to keep on thinking about things that make up stress up D:

Sometimes, I bother asking myself, "is this person worth my time?" People, do you people even think about it? I mean, just to have a moment of self-reflections doesn't cost much of your precious time right? :/

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HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY BBS!

Thanks for always being sucha great washing-tumblers partner to me. Always never fail to be there for me, whenever I need you no matter how busy you're with your projects, school assignments and etc. Thanks for being so patience with me, especially when I first time doing stage :) You know I love you, and I will never give up on you, no matter how weak you're gonna be. I am gonna always be the strongest pilar for you in your life, after God :D

You know you love me, I know you care. Just shout whenever, and I will be there. You want my love, you want my heart and we will never ever ever be apart. Are we an item? Girl quit playing. We're just friends, what are you saying? There's another girl looked right in my eyes, my first love broke my heart for the first time and I was like, baby baby baby oh like, baby baby baby no like baby baby baby ooooh ~ thought you always be mine mine ~

♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥
18 hearts for the 18 you :)

PS/ I luv what Mag had posted for you in her post! *wink wink*

Till I see Your face

2010-05-20T19:55:00.008+08:00

Ok, I shall spammed some photos too to make this post abit longer first heehee. (Thats what SeanAng always say to me :X) BLOH.

The rest of the photos are up in my facebook :)!

******

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII PEOPLE! I know it has been pretty long since I've last blogged. Been a week plus or so.

Many things had happened, break up, friendship, relationship with God, relationship with family, studies, etc etc. Been pretty good, but bad on the other side too! :) (Not saying all are bad, but yeah...)

Yup so, finally PRELIM 1 IS OVER! :D Can study harder and play hard now, but still, I've got to balance on both side yeah :) Took back results and yep, it pretty suckish though my L1B2 wasn't that bad, even SeanAng said it was good!

EL: 77
Maths: 25
MT: 69
CPA: 75.6
EBS: 71
DNT theory: 26/50
L1B2: 9points!

Not really very happy with my results, but I guess I'm pretty much happy with my L1B2. Very close to my target, but still disappointed because I didn't achieve it D: Nevermind, I'm so gonna chiong ten years series, and I make sure I will do them daily, as least done paper 1 on one day and paper 2 on the other day :)

Studied with Dhinesh yesterday was like a total fail fail fail! HAHAHAHA, super unproductive because I was late and I was like playing and drawing on his (demonic) ten years series!! Ok whatever heehee :B And he posted up the pictures and his friend said I'm a weirdo -_- How retarded can it be! D:

Oh, today is my youngest cousin's actual birthday and yesterday was my grandpa's birthday!

HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY WEILING! :D

Thankyou for testing my patience all the time, thankyou for making me so angry that my wrinkles had come out. Thanks for always letting people mistaken me as your mummy and mistaken you as my child cause you will always never fail to be naughty and I will always never fail to lecture you when we are out to meet mummy! HAHAHAHA. Anyway, do well in your studies and jiejie won't lecture you anymore :D Loveyou!! ♥♥♥♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA! :D

May you bless us, as whole and I love you even though you died when I was only afew months old D: Thankyou for being sucha great grandpa! ♥♥♥♥

Asia conference is just next week! Omg, I'm pretty excited even though I know I will not have enough sleep and I will feel pretty tired the next day but who cares? I'm serving God! HAHAHA. Talking about that, I'm gonna be really pretty wore out (BOOO). HEHEHEHE. Ya, but seriously who cares uh :) Words just can't seems to describe my excitement :D!

Thanks for everyone who've been there for me through my broken downs and my best ups. I love you guys pretty much and I can't wait for 7th June to come! HEHEHEHE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Not gonna turn my head back anymore,
because I don't wanna see myself missing you anymore.
I-delete-you away from my life,
and you're better off with someone else.
Goodbye 17 :)

Our risen King

2010-05-02T19:16:00.003+08:00

Cause we had died in this ending

2010-04-26T18:49:00.005+08:00

My soul died.
I was found drifting in the ocean; a deep blue one.
Someone pulled me along, took care of me.
After not long, I fell in love.
But, we can never ever be together.
Cause we're not meant to be, you got your promises, your rules, your girl.
I'm not them, so well, I just have to shutup.
I'll try to stay positive.

23April2010
Reached home from school, around 8plus pm met Munho, Eliza and Yunxuan for dinner at Pastamania :D Munho craved for it out of the sudden and then we steady! :)))))))) Hehe, so nice right? :D I chiong-ed and ended up, I reached second ^^ Waited for Eliza and Yunxuan then we went to find seats and ordered food :D

Something funny happened!
Eliza: Lets go.
Me: *put down leg*
Me: *ouch* (give that super pain kind of expression)
Munho: You stepped on me and you ouch.
Eliza: -laughed-
Yunxuan: -blurr-
Me: -laughed-

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DAMN FUNNY! I WAS LIKE LAUGHING NON STOP AND ELIZA WAS PENGING OVER THERE LIKE SOME MAD WOMAN LAH! HAHAHAHAHA. Omg ok, now I thought of it, I still can laugh haha! Really super funny :D

24April2010
Woke up at 9am plus when I'm supposed to woke up at 7.30am to wake up and prepare to go jogging with Munho, Eliza, Yunxuan and Eric. LOL. Ended up, I late then chiong-ed cab down :) Jogged around the stadium for about 3rounds and stop. Rested and went to Subway to have breakfast and I chiong-ed back home.

Reached home, shower and prepared. Chiong-ed to Tampines inter to meet up with Yvette and Brian. Waited for bus and then headed off to Bedok res. Brian called Huankai (LOLZ) and he was in TP doing some shit. Hehe ^^ (I shall not embrass him :D) Yep then around 3plus, left bedok res to take 15 down to Marine parade to find Cass, Yirou, Huimei and Barbara :) Supposed to join them for dinner but ended up I couldn't.

Went back home, fetched cousin to do his stuffs then uncle fetched me down to Bedok res again to find Yvette, Huankai, Jiahao, Brian and Sher :) Talked to Yvette and Jiahao threw the stones until my forehead. Super pain D: Can cry! LOL. Then after that, walked through TP to the bus stop and then walked to school bus stop there and went home.

The cut on my forehead that Jiahao threw the stone at:

25April2010
Alarmed at 5.45am and I stop it D: Supposed to wake up and attend pre-service prayer meeting, ended up I missed it. Reached church and then went up to level 4. Saw Aihui, Jo'zzy, Jo'ssy, Mark, Joshua, Mingfeng and Drew. Sat and chitchatted with them. Went down to q and then service-ed, aftermaths went to church opposite to tabao food and back to church to studied alittle :)

Left at about 4.30pm and rushed back home to watch the star awards. Reached home, watched tv and this year's star awards like super grand only siah. Waste so much money :S I bet next year even much grand-er can! HAHAHAH. Everyone so pretty and handsome inside, and Eliza's friend said, "If LZX got go, you confirmed watch the star awards one right? HAHAHAHA! I laughed lah LOL. Watched finished, then went to pack my bag and went to bed around 10.30pm :)

26April2010
School was alright today, never felt so great in school whereby I would complain monday bluezx hehe :D Assembly-ed, went for dnt and surprising that Mr Chan didn't ask us to do practical and journal today. Anyway, I don't feel like doing my artefact either. Copied down all the important chapters that Mr Chan would test us on this year prelim 1. Like hard only D: Hopefully I'm able to survive huh. Need to study too :)

Back to class 5mins earlier, had english and EBS. Went to lab, Mr K helped me and Jiahong in our coursework. Pretty easy! :) Finish them in one period? Yup then after that we started surfing. Me, Fearul and Jiahong was like playing the stupid icy tower and now I lost to the both of them D: Mehhhh. Ok, nevermind hehe ^^ Recessed, ate and chitchatted. Went back class.

Had CPA, did filing and the weather was like nice only! I slept and that stupid Lee woke me up from my sleep D: Want punch hole in my paper, don't know how to help me meh? D: Sad only lorrrrrrrrrrrr. Woke up, then the sky suddenly so dark. I thought at night le lor :X Classroom lights like super bright only, hasn't gotten used to it though. Hehe.

Maths last period, did ten years series again. Boring like mad. Joined tables with Avinash and Edwin, didn't get to play the game in Edwin's iphone D: Busy overwriting those excerises with ink pen. Hehe. Finished, passed up and yay, its time to go home! :D Went down to canteen, accompanied Cass to the washroom and then went to canteen to buy drink, walked to interchange with Cass, walked around tampines mall and CS and back home! :)

Reached home, re-wrote the notes for EBS cause my handwriting was super uber horrible to the max! I even had a hard time reading those words out. LOL. So, spent some time doing that and then did CPA worksheet and used comp :) Late lunch and now I'm gonna have some steamed fish for dinner and then mug for DNT prelim 1. I don't wanna die in that paper :D *pray*

Before and after (my handwriting when I injuried my fourth finger D:):

Ending with a song,

Zaijian and leave a tag! :D

Learn and save

2010-04-22T22:40:00.004+08:00

MAKE UP ENGLISH PRELIM ORAL TOMORROW!

School pretty much fine today. Was late for the first time, in my whole entire primary and secondary 1 - 3's life! Omg, I was like running and praying to God hoping that I'll not be late but still I'm late and I'm serving detention tomorrow, how great? -_-

Didn't do PE today, class played captain ball and I played abit of volleyball with Shihe. Not suppose to play, but still I went to play alittle hehe. The ball went into the construction side and I'm afraid but still I went in and got the ball out. Rather risky :) Played for awhile more and then rested and went back to class. MT was alright, did a 30mins test and I finished in about 15mins time. Then went to sleep and woke up when MrsFu was collecting the paper heh.

Recessed, bell didn't went off. Guessed it spoilt again LOL. Maths after that, didn't really do the ten years series. Was playing Edwin's iphone all the way in class. Chaotic and MrLee kept shouting till my ears very pain :S Aftermaths, CPA. Had coursework and I went to surfed. Sat at Alex's place like zi bi like that lor! At the end of the class, MrLee caught me using phone accessing facebook and he didn't said anything but asked me to keep lollllll.

Last lessons of the day, english :) Starting off was fine till MrLee came and complained, MrK started to get angry and everyone was there quietly sitting down :/ Ohwell, should really start thinking now. Its still not too late yet but today moral of the story is: " Do a good deed to yourself first before doing a good deed to others." Took the exams schedule and then, slacked for awhile after school in class and went back home while they went for art lessons :)

Went tampines mall, couldn't find the brochures for the BB phone promotion D: Ah! I don't dare to go and ask alone myself siah. Scared dui lian D: Scully I see wrongly! But then, cannot be lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Ok nevermind, shall try my luck tomorrow :) Hehe! Anyway, tomorrow I've make up prelim english oral by MrK :( Envious others for not having him as the tester. Kinda scared now, but more of nervous.

Alrighty, I shalln't think so much. Gonna head to bed now, there's still detention tomorrow and I have to be in school by 7.30am sharp to serve detention if not I don't know whats gonna be the consequences again and sorry, I accidentally deleted all my tags in my tagboard so yeah, do tag nicely k! Goodnight everyone! :)

PS/ Fever still not subsiding D:
PSS/ Why should I even care?

xoxo, you.

You conqure the grave

2010-04-21T18:25:00.005+08:00

Three days of not going to school, I feel so bored staying at home like some retard facing the laptop, facebooking like nobody's business. Yes, I do feel tired and no strength but using laptop just to kill my boredem.

Sunday's service was good, after service just got to realized that one of the tumbler was found missing. Denise and Yiling panicked like mad :S Ohwell, searched the whole alpha, artist room, reception and logis. In the end, someone found it in the artist room. Oh damn, I was too careless to not find it carefully :( After that, went to find Denise and Yosephina at B2. They went to washed the tumblers while I slacked at logis and helped out abit of recycling :) Dinner with some of the ushers opposite church and back home!

Reached home, I was feeling damn uneasy. Stomach started having acid, kept on spilting out my saliver. Stomach started burning in the middle of the night and made me can't sleep D: Everything wasn't good, kept felt like vomiting out the acid but the acid kept on stucking at my throat and the acid tasted bitter. Feeling super weak, I couldn't sleep. Online-ed, facebooking and grandma fed me medications and she kept on touching me and I felt that her hands were so cold that I kicked her hands away :(

Couldn't really sleep during Monday nights, Tuesday nights and Wednesday nights. Msn-ed with Seanang, Dhinesh, Huankai, Venus, Christopher and msn-ed with Ziyuan just last night. Facebook comments with Venus and Ziyuan last night till Venus went to slept D: I felt really depressing having sucha bad fever, flu and the stomach acid. Super xin ku and today morning when I woke up, my fever was like 39.3 and now my temp. is freaking 39.8 degree. Never went down, even it did, I can say I considered it as never cause it kept rising and rising like there's no tomorrow :S I feel so weird and my body was damn hottttttttttttttt.

Omg eeeeeeeeek, my grandma touched me again D: Shucks, her hands are damn cold ah!!! :( Whenever I tends to wear sweater, my grandma will always scold me D: She will say what, "ni fa shao le hai chuan wai tao, yao si ah! :X" Then I will be like, "I want to perspire lah!!" But ohwell, she wants me expose to the air but the air was so frigging cold especially at night. Last night my grandma on aircon somemore! Wahpiang, super best ah she. I'm like freezing there and she complained she's sweating, she wants aircon! Then ah, she on for awhile and I covered myself with three blankets and one sweater over me. Hehe, I feel so retarded but my grandma said I looked like I'm in some country with winter :)

Breakfast lunch and dinner, didn't eat much. I just ate fruits, and vegetables. Ate double of what I normally eat cause I've got no appetite for rice or noodles or any shit. Fruits and more fruits. Aunt bought me wintermelon and green tea then grandma bought me fruits :) I felt so blessed! Hehe. Then, the whole days only fruits, wintermelon and green tea. Nothing else. Ok, I got drink lots of plain water until my face swell! What the heck lah D: I felt so sad, my face swell abit.

Every night slept at those time that my aunt went to work, which is around 6.15am but I slept around 5am plus today morning, so pretty much alright I guess. Now I'm just hoping that my fever will subside and those acid burning my stomach will go away *cross finger*

Ohyeah, attended the second tuition yesterday and frigging (insert word), I thought she never come and the class was super uber quiet! Till teacher said that he's happy that she didn't come and 5mins later, she came! Then I'm like, "GG lah, GG lah :(" Anyway, I left pretty early for home cause grandma talked to tutor saying that I don't feel good. So yeah, reached home straight away ate med and slept for awhile.

Anyway, I wanna thank those who cared for me be it through msn, facebook, phone calls or smses. Thanks guys! You've guys showed me how much I mean to you all :) Luvya!

Hokay, I shall go and do my tuition homework now and then get back on msn to talk to Huankai and Dhinesh then tonight webcam with Ziyuan :) Byebye people!♥♥♥

PS/ School tomorrow? :(
PSS/ Morning jog with Munho and co. this coming Saturday! :)
PSSS/ Subway this Saturday! (Munho promised me)
PSSSS/ Am I nuts? I asked Huankai to treat me bad.
PSSSSS/ I feel so stress (insert zillions of sad faces)
PSSSSSS/ Girlfriend, don't worry ok! I won't snatch him away from you :)
PSSSSSSS/ I missed out my prelim oral, hopefully there's a retest! *cross finger*

-10 degree of love

2010-04-17T01:12:00.005+08:00

"Sometimes you just need someone. Someone to make you smile when you're sad. Someone to tell you, you're beautiful. Someone to look forward to seeing you everyday. Someone to call you every night. Someone to say I love you and mean it. Sometimes you just need someone."

"What's worse than wanting something you can't have? It's not knowing what you want. Wishing on all the stars in the sky for the answers to your questions, for something to believe in, someone to hold. Having absolutely no control over yourself, being caught up in a place that you wish you were miles away from. Being stuck somewhere between the past and the future, nowhere near you should be: the present. Stuck in yesterdays and tomorrows, so far from home, far from everything you know and love. The uncertainty could just tear you to bits."

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appericate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Honestly, I don't believe that everything happens for a reason."

"A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous."

"Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius and it's better to be absolutley ridiculous than absolutley boring."

"Just because you deserve it doesn't mean they are going to give it to you, sometimes you have to take what's yours."

"Sometimes I think I just need to get away, pack all my things, get on a plane, head off alone one sunny day, never look back at the town I called home; maybe visit California, I heard it's nice there in the summer; but all the waves and coastlines and sunset shores, would just make me miss you more."

"In life, we do things. Some, we wish we had never done, and some we wish that it could replay a million times, but they make us who we are and, in the end, they shape and detail us."

"Its like you just get to the point where you completely lose yourself. Everyone just keeps taking, and taking until you feel like nothings left; there's just a part of you, that's completely missing, and looking back you being to wonder excalty where you went. It's like you walking around and no one can see what's wrong but you can feel it. You can feel this emptiness. Inside you're screaming for help and no ones listening. You feel hopeless and defeated, and the only person left to turn to is God. But even then, you feel as though it's too late. You're slowly spiraling downhill and you try to get a grasp but nothings holding you up anymore. You're stuck to depend on yourself. But, the truth is, yourself is long gone."

"You're amazing, you know that? You see me breaking, falling apart, so full of hatred, and yet you love me. You see me crying, weak, and yet remain unphased. I don't know how you can love me, but whatever it is I hope it doesn't goes away."

"It seems as if the more we let go, the more we experience love. Love is beyond everything else - anxiety, desire, hope, resentment. Love is openhearted, demands nothing, and needs nothing. It is more likely to visit when our desires are quiet, when we don't need or want much, and when we accept everything we love is not permanent but is with us for this very moment."

"There's always going to be bad stuff out there. But here's the amazing thing - light trumps darkness, every time. You stick a candle into the dark, but you can't stick the dark into the light."

"People who talk about their dreams are actually trying to tell you things about themselves they'd never admit in normal conversations."

Heckyeahpicturesandquotes @ tumblr.

Happy leslie birthday (K)

2010-04-15T00:02:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 14 BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D
Tho me and Kelvin didn't managed to tricked you in MSN but still, hehe ^^ One year older, one year wiser! Jiayou in your studies and especially your MYE and EOY :) Do well for your dance, don't always pain here, pain there hokay! Thanks for being my great lesbian, I love you! (K)

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to SYL,

Happy buttday to you! :D

Some pursure happiness while others create it

2010-04-14T22:10:00.006+08:00

It's good to be in the airconditional room during this kind of weather! (Y) Thanks grandma for on-ing the aircon, luvya!

Hokay, school yesterday was (insert word). I seriously hated PE for that moment, sucha killer. Been doing PE for the past 9years, yesterday's PE was the most most most (insert word)! I really hated Mr Sham for that moment, my knee "killed" me literally. Muscles aching the whole day, especially the next day. Really, so much to describe yesterday's PE. I don't know what to say, but..... afterall, its our punishment for not moving fast enough. After that, some of us followed Mr Yak to do our 5 stations. Legs cramped for awhile, super pain.

Did workbook for english yesterday. Didn't finished it, so bought it home to finish the rest of the questions. Hard, challenging... Recessed, maths was alright. Did workbook or ten years series, couldn't remember. The rest of the day was alright.

Attended my first lesson of tuition, was the only sec4 there cause that class were meant to be sec3 class but then my teacher asked me to join there cause we're in the same level. For the first half of the lessons, the class was alright cause there's only me and 2 other sec3 guys. Class wasn't good till the girl came in....... (Complained) Ok, I shall skipped my complain. I've complained for the whole of yesterday's already :)

Tuition ended at 7pm, headed off to City hall for dinner with some of the group 16! :D Met Abby and Eric, then headed off to Astons to meet the rest. Had a good fellowship session with everyone, and we headed to Starbucks to chilled and I did my english homework there :) Had a real good talk with Joshua. Around 10.30pm, we left and CK sent me, Jasmine and Abby home! Thankyou for the ride :D Had a good fellowship in the car and a good talk with Abby and CK :) and they took one of my picture and they said I looked like "The God of Gambler!" HAHAHAHA.

This is the picture that they said I looked like "The God of Gambler!"

Proudly present the...... Nokia E-series phones:

CK, Gavin, Yosephina and mine phone! :D

Today, I've complained to grandma the whole day cause my muscles were aching >: Rubbish huh! Couldn't walked properly, I just don't feel that I'm myself for the whole of today. Walked real slowly, like tortise like that :(

Morning went class, slept and then Yirou came and talk to me and Avinash about what they planned to do in class during home room period. They did, Mr Sham saw. Surprisingly, he didn't go angry. Slept till home room period, woke up, did some profile shit. Maths lessons, did CPA work.

First half hour of EBS, Mr Kwok came to relieved till then another teacher came in and relieved us. Recessed, followed Huimei and Edwin to buy something then went back to class. Yirou came back to class to find us, then after that halfway through Mr Yak's relieving us, Barbara came back to class to find us :) Chitchatted with Cass and Huimei, do work then lessons ended.

Had CPA, did coursework then reprint my layout and all. Finished, and now waiting for either Mr Lee or Mr Chia to check my work then touch up. Ended school, had lunch in school with Cass, Huimei, Yirou, Barbara, Edwin and Avinash. Walked out of school with Cass and Huimei, back homed and fell asleep infront of the comp. Hee :B

Woke up, showered and all then use comp, went down to find tuition teacher; not at home LOL. Then he called me and I talked to him about the girl in the tuition class -__________- Apparently, he can't stand that annoying girl too. HEHEHEHE :D

2.4 tomorrow, hopefully I won't have leg cramps while pushing the girls to pass :) I believe they will pass! Yes, a pass and everyone can play games :D

But it never felt this strong.

[Edited @ 11.34pm]
Everyone loves to have fun, but when it comes to seriousness, they just can't be that serious for that moment.

I wonder why, sometimes......

Reminder to self:
Gen, you have to be serious now with your studies and with the walk with God!

I don't know why, I just sense that people do have to be serious at times when they have/need to but I just can't sense that alittle bit of seriousness. Whats wrong with being serious for awhile? :(